(Monday, June 29, 2026) full moon Capricorn
Snowball woke me up at four a.m. during the end of a very detailed, beautiful dream. Lucid.
In the dream I am sleeping in a space that feels like a family room in a hospital or clinic. I wake up sensing a guide I never see in the dream but who has conversations with me and is always by my side. A spirit. Not sure if it identifies with gender, but it feels feminine to me.
When I wake up in the dream I see a small infant blanket on the floor under a window. We know that a young man, Cullan, is the new father of a baby boy. My guide and I leave the building and head toward Cullan’s home.
It is dark outside, without sunshine. We walk along a street on a neighborhood parkway that is grassy and pleasant. Gardeners have sown the lawn and planted bushes along the edges. After many, many blocks the parkway shifts downhill. The flowery bushes are gone and old ones that were planted generations ago appear, full of leafless, woody branches. A time change?
My guide and and I realize we are getting closer to Cullan’s house, a mansion created by his parents. We turn at the bottom of the park, now walking on the far side, back up the hill, arriving at the driveway where Cullan is standing. Waiting for us.
The drive is spectacular. It is covered in an organic, woolen carpet, not cement or brick. There is a tall white-stone arc sculpted with a heart-shaped pattern at the very top. I tell Cullan this is about love for him. In the dream I am amazed at the exquisite, structural precision.
The huge upper-level bedroom where Cullan’s mother still lives is open and visible from the driveway where we are gathered together. This single room is larger than my waking-world Rustic Lodge house, and the ceiling is at least twenty-feet high. I walk up some stairs to inspect mama’s room of sleep and relaxation. And the second story.
The sensation of the tremendous wealth and fantastic decor of the “castle” is the main emotion of this dream, creativity inspired by love: gifts for Cullan and his son.
In the dream Cullan is a little sad, even though he is fully provided with generous, millionaire income and an expansive family home with astonishing art and architecture. No risk of poverty. Am I not his mother in this dream? Just a guide? I do wonder if this has a past-life element.
Day notes:
A construction manager from Castle Building & Remodeling is coming this week to give us an estimate for the basement.
The giant house feels a lot like the enormous mansions at Lake of the Isles, where I often bike.
Today is the Capricorn full moon, and Cullan is a Capricorn.
A vibe of the bedroom reminds me of my childhood friend Nicki’s parents’ house, designed by a gifted architect and filled with gorgeous furniture that her aunt, who was a nun, found all over the world in her travels.
wow! This would be a good dream to share with the Dreamsters. The reference to the old vegetation does seem to point to a past life. Also the dark/no sun -like being in a different dimension. How fun that the company has Castle in its name.
Here is what I wrote: If this were my dream, I wake up/become conscious/ in a family room in a hospital where Cullan’s baby boy is born (new masculine energy). I am with a feminine guide-a receptive, feeling, introverted and instinctual energy, who is invisible (maybe a part of me from the past or from all time). She wants to show me something.
We walk to Cullan’s house. We go to his consciousness. We walk along a parkway and when we “Go downhill” (my aphasia?) I experience a death (leafless, woody branches). This could be a preview of my mental decline. We then go uphill and on the far side (another dimension or a change) Cullan is waiting for us. He is in the driveway=the path to the mansion. Cullan is in my psychic space. The white arch is there and I express my love to him.
I am impressed with the mansion. I see his mother’s bedroom on the 2nd story. I want to go and experience it. It has a 20 foot ceiling, it is spacious and has beautiful art, etc.
This could be a preview of death. Maybe my psyche is telling me that when I leave this physical existence and go to the other dimension, it will be glorious. Cullan is sad because I have left him. He is financially supported, but he misses me.
I also think this dream is a compensation dream; giving me what I need-personal space (tall ceiling, large room). Also spiritual strength. I am going to explore that space which is good for my overall renewal.