(Sunday, October 10, 2026)
Last night Chris dreamt again. He was on a phone call with Patty Smith. I think/hope that dream means his hearing continues to improve and he will be able to listen to all of his music again. Seeing Patty years ago at First Avenue was the greatest concert of my life. Chris is starting to be able to hear a little bit of base.
I am working at a fast food place. I help put potato chips into a bag. The woman who is in charge of putting the chips in the bag gets fired. That is when I start to do it. However, I didn’t know to first get the name and information on the main bag. Paul is there. He has leeches in the refrigerator at the shop. We get in trouble related to the addresses. One order is for a mobster type. I tell Paul to grab his leeches and we make a run for it. We drive away. I am in the passenger seat. The leeches get loose and they are on the floor and then climbing up the sides of the car. I am grossed out!
I wrote a letter to Kevin and just wrote everything I was thinking. I then incubated “What would be the Outcome of sending the letter I wrote to Kevin?”
Freya and I are shopping along these two blocks. We look in a shoe store with lots of shoes lined up on the floor. We leave and later go back to find the shoe store. We walk around this one block and meet two brothers who are jobless and have no money. They are to pick up their grandfather from someplace and don’t know how they will do this. I just listen to them. Then Freya and I go back and go into the shoe store. Now there are no shoes there. At one point I am carrying Freya. The feeling is sad.
The dreams from the night before seemed positive to me. This dream did not. I pulled a Tarot card in the morning. It was the Hierophant reversed. It had to do with rigidity. It also suggested asking for help. I talked with Jeanne and she helped me write the letter to Kevin. I need to not be “needy” and kill him with kindness. Also to honor him being the one “in charge” and not be making suggestions. This is difficult for me. But it worked. The day after I sent the email, Kevin wrote back and asked if Paul and I want to visit them!! I was shocked! We said yes and Kevin is going to get back to us to say what time would work for them.
