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(Wednesday, June 10, 2026)

I just finished writing my short speech for the funeral:

As a family, we spent many years fishing together in the Land of 10,000 Lakes. One of my favorite events was sharing the stream trout opening at Whitewater State Park with our cousins and uncles and grandpa Pokie. I remember standing on the grassy shore of the cold river with my fishing reel, waiting for the season to begin at 8 a.m. Someone would yell when the clock hit 8, and then we all threw our hooks in the water together. Years later I discovered Minneiska is Dakota for “white water.”

My father and uncle Don Schneider were competitive at waterskiing and fishing on beautiful Lake Pepin. We would try for smallmouth bass close to the shoreline, and occasionally fish in the deep middle of the lake for catfish. These memories are from the days before carp began to enter the Mississippi.

In the years prior to the establishment of Voyageurs National Park, we would sometimes head up north and stay at an island cabin on Lake Kabetogama. Walleyes were a goal, and I think those were Dad’s favorite fish. When Jo and I were in grade school, Dad bought a little Lund boat and a tent. We would often camp at Father Hennepin State Park to fish for walleyes on Lake Mille Lacs. Later he purchased an RV and a bigger boat. Eventually he and Mom became the owners of the lovely old log cabin at Wahkon Bay on Mille Lacs.

At our cabin I made the decision to fish with Dad nearly every time he headed out on the big lake, the lake famous for walleyes. Back then, at least, daughters were less interested in fishing than sons, but I had an ulterior motive: I wanted to get closer to my father, to know him better. Early in childhood he had worked second shift, so we did not see him very much.

Dad and I would sit in the boat for hours and hours. When the fish weren’t biting, it was a quiet and relaxing time in nature for us. When they were hungry, we had fun helping each other pull them up out of the water. If the Twins were playing baseball, he turned on his radio. My father taught me so much about fishing I became the one who usually caught the most and the largest fish, even more than he did. He bought me a special fish knife and we would carve up the walleyes or perches together.

I don’t eat fish these days as I have been a vegetarian for many years. But I will always have loving memories of the time Dad spent alone with me in his boat on Lake Mille Lacs.

(Sunday, June 7, 2026)

I attended my neighbor Vicky’s memorial in the early afternoon on June 6. Vicky had died of a mysterious pneumonia. My father died last night, on June 6. His cause of death was the decline of his lungs, aggravated by severe COPD.

I drove up to Cambridge Hospital on Friday, as soon as I heard about my father’s fall and his broken femur. I don’t always rush up to visit my parents when they are hospitalized, but I had an instinct that this could be the last time I would see him alive. Which it was.

Yesterday morning I biked with Cullan to watch Wyn’s first soccer practice. As I was sitting on the grass at Diamond Lake Pearl Park, I heard one of the coaches ask his team mates to share their names. One boy said “Edwin,” a name I had not heard in years. My grandfather’s name is Edwin Luther, and my father’s name is James Edwin Luther. I wondered about that synchronicity, if something serious would soon happen with my dad.

The orthopedic at Mercy Hospital decided not to do surgery on a 92-year-old patient, so a social worker found a rehab center where the plan was for my father to do weeks of physical therapy. Dad was going to move to rehab on Monday. He remained relatively alert, reacting positively to the pain meds, but on Saturday evening everything started to fall apart. He threw up, and the nurses used a tube to clear his throat. They did an x-ray to assure that his lungs were clear. They were. But his stomach began to bloat dramatically. Fluid probably pored into his lungs. He died very quickly, a few minutes before I arrived back at the hospital.

When I entered room 5630, everyone was sobbing, except me and our mother. My father’s blue eyes were wide open. His mouth too. After everyone left, I kissed his forehead and gave him a prayer.

Dad on the his childhood farm in Brewster, Minnesota

I wrote his obituary:

James “Bud” Luther, 92, passed away peacefully, surrounded by family, on Saturday evening, June 6, 2026, at Mercy Hospital.

Bud was born on September 4, 1933, to parents Edwin and Helen Luther in Brewster, Minnesota. He was the second of seven children, preceded in death by sisters Carol, Lois and Mary. John, Alan and Alice are his surviving siblings.

On October 20, 1956, Bud married Doreen Sheehan at St. Mary’s Church in Minneiska, Minnesota. Left to honor his life and mourn his death are his wife Doreen and their four children: Denise, Jodell, Jamie and Kurt. He will be dearly missed by 11 grandchildren and 14 great-grandchildren.

Camping, fishing and gardening were Bud’s life-long pleasures. For many years his family owned a beautiful log cabin, built in 1919, along the Wahkon Bay of Lake Mille Lacs. He loved to read science-fiction books and watch movies about the Wild West. As an Army veteran he also enjoyed playing WWII videos on his computer.

Bud’s final employment was as a machinist at Remmele Engineering, a job that called him on trips all over the world, including Puerto Rico, Mexico City and Saudi Arabia. After 28 years, he retired and began traveling with his spouse on People’s First Bank tour group. His favorite event was a European River Cruise.

(Friday, June 5, 2026) waxing gibbous moon Aquarius

This is a long dream taking place outdoors and indoors. I am working, but I don’t remember what my tasks are in this dream. At the end, I have a marketing-designed box (my old job!) that I am carrying in my arms. The main cardboard color is red. The images of people are Rosin Movement participants (a class I took a few times at Lake Hiawatha). A woman who had a writing contract at my former job shows up, and she has a Rosin box too. In waking life she used to take yoga just down the street from my house, at Up Yoga. In this dream, she tells me she has been taking the Rosin class for a long time, although she has not showed up in any of the classes I attended in my dream memory. I am surprised, pleased, we have shared the same experience.

Day notes:

Rosin: a resin derived from pine trees or other conifers. Dancers use rosin powder on ballet slippers.

Red, read (former coworker is a writer)

Yesterday I started drawing the faces I need for the clay illustration project for my book. I finished the first one, my aunt Mary, and I got a call that my father had fallen again. I drove up to the Cambridge Hospital ER, and then to Mercy Hospital ER. He is waiting today to have surgery because he broke his left femur next to a hip he had replaced years ago. When I was driving to Mercy, his ambulance pulled in front of me on highway 65, and I followed them the entire way to the second hospital. Shared movement.

At the end of the day yesterday, my sister Jamie repeated the conversation to me that she had with our father a while ago. He had said our mother was a good mother and Jamie gave him plenty of reasons that they were both very bad parents. Truthful, but those reminders make me exhausted today.

Box: containment, boxing: fighting