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Synchronicity: Northwestern Study And My Instinct

(Sunday, May 31, 2026) full moon Sagittarius

I have wondered for a while if my PPA was caused by hormonal issues. I did not get my period until I was 15 years old (extremely late) and I had a very early menopause, around the age of 40. I chose not to do estrogen treatment because back then the concern was about stroke and breast cancer.

I do take hormone pills (not estrogen) because of my thyroid removal.

Today I saw a new study, published on May 26, about estrogen loss and memory loss for women. The work was done at Northwestern University Feinberg School of Medicine, where I just participated in the PPA study. I sent Michelle an email about it. Hopefully I can discuss this with my Mayo neurologist on June 22.

https://neurosciencenews.com/estrogen-loss-extracellular-matrix-alzheimers-30762/

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Fragment: Function

(Thursday, May 28, 2026) waxing gibbous moon Scorpio

I had not remembered dreams for almost a month and that made me very worried. But I am dreaming again.

Fragment: I am dreaming. In my dream my mind is functioning well.

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5/25/26. At a Retreat Center

I am at a retreat center for women and men. I have just arrived. A woman is going to make bread. I, for some reason, have all the ingredients except for yeast. There is a time limit to go and get it. (maybe the retreat will start soon?) There is a crowd of people at the entrance to the retreat. A thin woman gets on top of the shoulders of another woman and gets through the crowd. She gets to the store and buys the yeast.

Next scene: It is getting late. I go to the women’s bathroom. There are lots of stalls and sinks. A man comes out as I go in. This surprises me. I go in and someone says that Kevin is in the women’s bathroom. I don’t see him. He went out the back door. He wanted to be put on a membership card to buy discount groceries from this store. He was told no.

Feelings: calm. Curious about the man in the women’s bathroom and Kevin

In waking life, I have written a rough draft to Kevin asking to have contact with Rowan and Markus. Nervous about this.

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