2/23/26 I Love My Body

I had a lot of short dreams last night. One of them is with Dee and Ed. This is the 3rd time they have come into my dreams.

I am in a small “Roman” bath with Dee and then Ed joins us. We are all nude. Dee gets up and grabs a towel and starts to get out of the bath. I do not have a towel. This feels like the bath belongs to Dee and Ed. Dee gets me a towel. I am younger and feel good about my body. I do not feel self conscious getting out of the water where Ed can see me nude.

2/22/26. Paul Abandons Me

Paul and I are younger. We drive to a place in the Minnetonka Lake area. Paul is driving. The clouds are beautiful. They “shoot light” from their tops. I try to get a photo, but cannot. We get to a person’s house to pick up something from the guy’s father that Paul knew in the past. It is made of cloth, but I don’t know what it is. The guy knows who Paul is. We stay for awhile. The guy, years ago, when he was in Bali was bitten on the face by a shark. He has a scare. A woman is around. She rolls across the floor for her exercise. The guy’s wife is around and is nice.

Then I see a small dog and a girl about 12-13 years old. I recognize the dog from my previous dream where I was working at a school and the dog was there. The girl explains that the dog belongs to a guy who is out of town and she/they are taking care of it. I feel sorry for the dog. It is a sweet dog.

Then Paul is gone. It is night. I go outside and look for the car and it is gone. Everyone runs around, looking for a phone to call him. I look in my purse and I do not have my cell phone. Someone does and calls Paul. He comes back. I tell the man with the shark bite that Paul has memory issues. Paul is driving a convertible and has put the top down.

We drive awaay and then stop in Mound. We see these garish, run down apartments that are about 3-4 stories high. We stop at a party There is a guy’s daughter who made and plays this instrument that has these white tubes. I go to look for Paul. Again he is gone. Tow guys come and start to rape me. I wake up. A nightmare!

2/19/26. The Canoes

I am with Dee and Ed. They have dropped off two canoes on the shore of this lake. We drive to a place on the other side of the lake. The road is rough and can only go so far. Everyone gets out. Paul, Dee Ed, another woman and I have trouble breathing. (hard to breathe through our noses and through our mouths, just like in waking life with the virus I have)

Aa scene where a woman is giving me a massage. I am on my back. She is massaging my legs. She starts to touch my privates and I tell her No.

Last scene: We are all down by the water. We get in and start to swim to the other side of the lake to get the canoes.

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