TheDreamstersUnion

I am at a retreat center for women and men. I have just arrived. A woman is going to make bread. I, for some reason, have all the ingredients except for yeast. There is a time limit to go and get it. (maybe the retreat will start soon?) There is a crowd of people at the entrance to the retreat. A thin woman gets on top of the shoulders of another woman and gets through the crowd. She gets to the store and buys the yeast.

Next scene: It is getting late. I go to the women’s bathroom. There are lots of stalls and sinks. A man comes out as I go in. This surprises me. I go in and someone says that Kevin is in the women’s bathroom. I don’t see him. He went out the back door. He wanted to be put on a membership card to buy discount groceries from this store. He was told no.

Feelings: calm. Curious about the man in the women’s bathroom and Kevin

In waking life, I have written a rough draft to Kevin asking to have contact with Rowan and Markus. Nervous about this.

There are four people and myself in a row boat. I am with one other woman. The other three people think they have killed us, but we pretend to sleep. The bad guys have thrown our two lavender pillow cases in the water. The boat is tied up to a dock. I get one of the pillow cases that is floating and throw it onto the three bad guys. They are startled.

Next scene:; I am in aacity. I go through a building and then am outside. There is live music. A man plays a piano and sings a beautiful song. I stand with a big group of people and move to the music. Others around me also move to the music. Then I see a woman who was one of the three who thinks they killed the other woman and myself (I don’t know where the other woman is). She is standing behind me. I get nervous and think the “killers” wilake off in the boat and I won’t be able to leave. The woman and myself head back to the dock. I have to go to the bathroom. The woman leads me to one in a building. I go for a stall and two women come out of it. I need to have a bowel movement. End of Dream.

Rough weekend with Paul. I was very irritated and angry. No patience!

People are locked into small spaces and then freed. I am locked in a larger apartment. I pound on the window to get out. I do get out and walk in this city. It starts to rain. People around me start to run. But I do not. I enjoy the rain. It soon stops.

I go to visit Renee who is now living with her mother in a small apartment with light colored wallpaper with small blue/turquoise pictures. They have lived there 10 months.

Denise is there also. The mother gives her a ride on her swing which is her easy chair. Denise sits on the mother’s lap. They fly through the air!

The next scene: Renee and her mother’s lving room is empty. Water is dripping from the ceiling. I turn this handle and it stops. This dripping is somehow related to Renee’s mother’s chair.

Last scene: Renee and I sit outside the apartment. across the street is Theodore park. It is green and has some beautiful trees. I think living across from the park is not so bad.