(Thursday, May 28, 2026) waxing gibbous moon Scorpio
I had not remembered dreams for almost a month and that made me very worried. But I am dreaming again.
Fragment: I am dreaming. In my dream my mind is functioning well.
5/25/26. At a Retreat Center
I am at a retreat center for women and men. I have just arrived. A woman is going to make bread. I, for some reason, have all the ingredients except for yeast. There is a time limit to go and get it. (maybe the retreat will start soon?) There is a crowd of people at the entrance to the retreat. A thin woman gets on top of the shoulders of another woman and gets through the crowd. She gets to the store and buys the yeast.
Next scene: It is getting late. I go to the women’s bathroom. There are lots of stalls and sinks. A man comes out as I go in. This surprises me. I go in and someone says that Kevin is in the women’s bathroom. I don’t see him. He went out the back door. He wanted to be put on a membership card to buy discount groceries from this store. He was told no.
Feelings: calm. Curious about the man in the women’s bathroom and Kevin
In waking life, I have written a rough draft to Kevin asking to have contact with Rowan and Markus. Nervous about this.
5/23/26 Not Dead Yet!
There are four people and myself in a row boat. I am with one other woman. The other three people think they have killed us, but we pretend to sleep. The bad guys have thrown our two lavender pillow cases in the water. The boat is tied up to a dock. I get one of the pillow cases that is floating and throw it onto the three bad guys. They are startled.
Next scene:; I am in aacity. I go through a building and then am outside. There is live music. A man plays a piano and sings a beautiful song. I stand with a big group of people and move to the music. Others around me also move to the music. Then I see a woman who was one of the three who thinks they killed the other woman and myself (I don’t know where the other woman is). She is standing behind me. I get nervous and think the “killers” wilake off in the boat and I won’t be able to leave. The woman and myself head back to the dock. I have to go to the bathroom. The woman leads me to one in a building. I go for a stall and two women come out of it. I need to have a bowel movement. End of Dream.
Rough weekend with Paul. I was very irritated and angry. No patience!