11/9/22 Fixing Lights and Apologizing to a 10 Year Old Boy

I am putting these lights/lamps up on a wall in a room. For each light I have to punch a hole in the wall next to it to attach the electricity. I then need to fix the wall. I am about half way finished. I finished one wall and need to go out of the door and do the same in the next room along one wall. Paul is helping. He is “half-assing” it. He is not measuring where each light should go. He just makes marks where he thinks they should go. I realize he cannot help.

I am with a 10 year old boy. We are in another room. His school work is all over the walls. I somehow tear one piece of his work. I apologize.

Also in this house, I have a room where all the photos of my family of origin are hanging. I am happy about this.

11/8/22 Looking for a Bottle to Feed a Baby Girl

There is a baby girl, about six months old, named Laura. She has an older brother. I end up holding her a lot. She is way advanced for her age. I really enjoy her. We are with a group of people.

I know Laura is hungry, she hasn’t eaten in a long while. I see a bottle with a bit of milk left. I try to find someone to tell me how to fix a bottle. A woman tells me that the mother, father and older kids all went skiing some place. The mother left video instructions for all kinds of things. I see the videos on the t.v. screen. There is nothing about how to fix a bottle for Laura. She is still content, however. I am amazed at this

11/7/22 Johnny Kennedy, The Tour Guide

I am traveling with a large group. Johnny Kennedy (my 77 year old cousin), is the tour guide. He is about 50 years old. He has a nice, straw hat on. He teaches this large group how to do this movement inside a round 4 foot, circular container with short sides. Everyone is to take one step forward, one step to the right, and then one step back. I am close to a woman and her elderly mother. I am in my 40’s. We are asked to introduce the people around us. I remember the woman’s name, but keep forgetting her mother’s name. I ask the woman what it is. She tells me. (I think it is Gisella).

Earlier, I am having sex with Vic who in waking life is a handyman we have hired a couple of times and who I have no sexual attraction to in waking life. We get interrupted. In fact I have been a bit mad at him for charging us so much money to fix the basement walls!

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