I am with some people. There are one of three groups we are to get into. The first group is generic, the second is women who have committed adultery and the third are people who go to Arizona. I wonder if I have committed adultery. I go to the Arizona group.
We all get black boxes of files. There are no instructions. I ask questions to others and they know no more than I do. Then I find a secretary who says I need to read the files. The files are on students there. I am told I cannot take the black box away. I am to meet Paul. I decide to skim the files. I do not have a classroom of students. I am in Special Education and have fewer numbers of students.
Creating Mystery 7/27/22
I am going to a resort with two others: a woman like Nori from the dream conference and a guy. We are walking to a resort; like a resort on a Minnesota lake. We plan to swim but the water may be too cold.
We get to a cabin. My sister, Chris, is there. Nori gives me a painting lesson.She sets up a large canvas with an abstract painting all in blues. She paints some black paint over the left side of the painting with blue coming through from the back. I can see a woman’s and a man’s face. It is like a rorschach. Nori says now I am to talk to them and create mystery.
Chris and Nori are sitting on the ground and are joyfully singing together.
I then realize I need to introduce the two people I am with to Chris, but will do so afterwards. (it is like Nori is two different people?)
Jewish Men 7/28/22
JEWISH MEN 7/28/22
I am sitting with a crowd of people in a bus station waiting to catch a
bus. I see two Jewish men who are in their late 50’s early 60’s across
from me from the dream conference. Neither of the men are that
attractive, however, they both have deep, penetrating eyes. One has a
dark beard. Jewish music starts to play. It is music from a specific
Jewish Holiday.
The man without the dark beard starts to come towards me. He
makes eye contact. I am not completely sure he is coming for me,
but he is. He asks me to dance. I am happy.
Day Notes: Kathleen and Shaney are visiting. It is their last day. The
day before we worked on dreams and then in the afternoon, they
joined my Walker dream group. Very fun.
When discussing my dream which had to do with a painting with a
blue background and black paint “splashed” on the left side which
created abstract faces of a male and female. I was instructed to talk
to them and create mystery. My incubation question for that was:
“Tonight in my dream, I experience loving myself unconditionally. “
The dream I am sharing came the next night. The idea that I need to
focus more on my animus energy came out during dream group. That
I often have female characters, but males are in the background or
nondescript if they are there. I didn’t have an incubation question for
the dream above, however, I had been thinking about how to bring
more animus/masculine energy into my life.
