Author: bonniemitsch

Kevin, Paul Sheila and I are to take photos of each other. I explain we need to be in the shaded part of the patio we are on. Otherwise, if we stand where there is light behind us, we will be silhouettes. Sheila has a plate of french fries we all nibble on. We move a couch over to a spot where there is good light for photographs. Paul will take a photo of Kevin and I. Kevin will take a photo of Paul and I.

Feeling: neutral

Trouble sleeping-awake from 2:00 a.m. till 5:00 a.m. (mind ruminating on Kevin/Antonia situation.) Walked with a nordic pole group and went to yoga; both very nice. Talked with Molly. So happy to have supportive siblings. A therapist called and cared more about my insurance that me! And said, abruptly, that my insurance wouldn’t work!

I am in the Australian desert. There is a drug store. I give them $50 so a soda fountain can be built. I hop it will work out.

Day notes: Nice talk with my sister, Sheila. She has a similar situation with her son-in-law that I have with Antonia. I am still struggling with my inner thoughts/dialogs related to Kevin and Antonia. Telling them off. Taking to Kevin’s pretend therapist explaining how I see the situation, etc. A lot to do with “being right”.

1. There is a young, native man who walks a long way. Somehow, because of walking so far he creates this wooden pendant that has a design carved into it. He gives it to me. It then changes into a small, alive, mud turtle. There are two stores next to each other. I put the turtle in one of them in a showcase that is part of the counter.It is closing time. I try to talk to the owner. He is in his 50’s and is up on a ladder. He ignores me and talks to someone else. I try again. I realize he is a jerk and walk away.

2. A woman I know (not in W.L.) peels off these false eyelashes and gives them to me. They seem long when I hold them. However, the one for my right eye is a bit short. I go to a restaurant with them on. I see Charlotte S. sitting at a table as I pass. I am escorted to a large table with a place setting for one. The gun men come in and start shooting. I get on the ground. I am more annoyed than afraid. Then they leave.

Later, I am in a car in the passenger seat. Paul is driving? A woman friend is in the back seat. I ask her for an honest opinion on what my false eyelashes look like on me. She says they look ok.

Scene: Dan, a stoic man and someone else is there. Dan asks the stoic guy if he is dangerous.

Daynotes: Feeling better. Worked with Kathleen and Shaney on Snake Dream.