Category: Denise

(Saturday, July 27, 2024)

After six vaccines and the official end of the pandemic, I did not expect to get covid. But I have it, and it is on a steep rise in Minnesota.

My cough is gone yet it is hard to breathe, which I connect with my father’s lung issues that send him to the ER at least once a month. I don’t need to see a doctor, but I am sad from five days of isolation. I had to order groceries online today for the first time since 2022. I also had to order another box of antigen tests from UCare (free). At least I am alive, recovering.

The day I first tested positive my daily tarot card was the Tower. The next day it was Death. Today it was the Empress, which cheers me up considerably, even though I tested positive again today. This time the positive line was much lighter than the quick, dark line on my first test, so the virus must be in decline.

I am meeting with Victoria’s Dream Circle tomorrow. Her new book arrived yesterday. I have been thinking about making my own book since Cullan asked me if I would write one when I retired. In my twenties I worked on a children’s book but never finished it. I have created books out of clay in the last few years. I don’t know what direction this will go, if any, but I will ask my dream guides about it. This makes me think about poet Emerson.

(Sunday, July 7, 2024) waxing crescent moon Leo / tarot three of wands

A dream I have had before, but the emotions are extremely cheerful. I feel it in my heart.

I am working in a very large old building. I putz. Each chore is small and completed with perfection. As the projects continue, add up, the visual age of the structure begins to decline. Focused painting and decorating makes spaces become pleasant, even beautiful. I don’t need to spend money: I find free bits and pieces that add charm. People kindly donate furniture and knick knacks.

Along the edge of one expansive space I see Cullan and Hillary’s work desks. I consider adding my white art studio tables along the next wall, but decide to add house plants instead. An interior garden.

Day notes:

I wonder if Cullan and Hillary’s work desks mean that we will share a home someday. I got to babysit the kiddos on Saturday evening.

Today I painted the first floor bedroom ceiling. I thought it would be done in two hours but it took five. I am twenty years older than the last time I painted a ceiling, and this one is a foot taller than my other house. I was hot and exhausted!

Does this dream have health aspects? I am working at understanding mental health, cognitive decline. Changing my diet a bit (“Mind Diet”), using Brain HQ online, adding supplements a few famous doctors recommend for brain health, periodically watching videos about neurology, more. When I first started BrainHQ my scores were around 45% and now they are at 70%. I’ll keep going.

(Sunday, June 23, 2024) waning gibbous moon Capricorn / tarot Star

My partner is actor George Clooney. I am his lawyer spouse Amal, although my dream consciousness seems to be Denise, because it is a complete shock to have a soulmate who is such a handsome, famous human being. I keep trying to process this relationship with assistance from an invisible female spirit guide, hovering at my upper right.

The dream plot lasts for a few night-time hours. I first become aware of George as I lie in a large king-size bed. He is moving on, leaving our home through the front door. He is about to pass away and seems aware of the process. Comfortable for him, another shock for me.

My dream guide is helping me process some of my chores, including seeding fresh grass on the green front lawn. It’s my duty to help the meadow thrive, and it does.

I fly about the house as a spirit, along with my guide, analyzing my work projects. At the end of the dream I enter the comfortable bathroom (which I have been waiting in waking life to remodel). I am pleased by a large, beautiful cupboard under the sink. Square. It is made from an artificial material I do not recognize: not steel, porcelain or plastic. The cabinet is decorated with a pattern of charming flowers, well done. I am happy.

Day notes:

The physical appearance of these soulmates exactly match my past-life dream from 2015: Yoga Couple.

Chris meets with his kidney specialist every 6 months. His recent lab results alarmed me, and they must have affected the physician as well because Chris is taking the blood lab again on Tuesday (Wyn’s fifth birthday). He doesn’t seem anxious about it. If Chris does pass in the near future, I will need a spirit guide.

The name Clooney is said to originate from the Irish word “Cluana.” Today, the meaning of cluana is difficult to identify. It is believed that when referring to a place it means “meadow,” but when referring to a person, it could mean “rogue” or “quick-witted.”

Amal is involved with the ICC, recommending war crime charges against the leaders of Hamas and Israel.