Category: Denise

(Tuesday, July 18, 2023) new moon Leo / tarot Judgement

I am the passenger in a car being driven by a man up a huge, steep black hill that is the entrance to a very long bridge. The elevation is so abrupt I cannot yet see the overpass section of the bridge. The dream includes no vision of the side of the road. I see the lane of the road and the interior of the car. No land, no clouds. The open sky is a strong presence.

As we near the top of the precipice, another vehicle appears directly in front of us, driving in the wrong lane. I can see two people through their front windshield, passenger and driver. They are androgynous, completely unconcerned about hitting us. Malicious, smiling. They keep heading toward us, front bumper to front bumper. My skilled motorist immediately begins to drive in reverse, down the slope at full speed. He is able to stay straight, does not swerve or crash, which I find unbelievable. I am terrified and I wake up. My heart is pounding with fear.

Day notes:

This weekend my mother (88 years old) fainted outdoors and had very low blood pressure. She did not go to the doctor. Yesterday and today she has had very high blood pressure. My Dad and all of my siblings want her to go to the ER, but she refuses. It was such a stressful family discussion last night that I could not sleep. My sister Jo and I have to settle with the fact that our suggestions about what our parents may need are not considered. Jo describes our sister Jamie and brother Kurt as codependents and I agree. They are in charge, but often make choices that Jo and I find extremely frustrating.

My bank account is dwindling pretty seriously (anxiety!) but my unemployment payment should arrive by Friday. Hopefully I get a payment each week until the end of January. Unemployment is more income than social security would be right now. Thank god.

After this dream I fell back to sleep and woke up with Gordon Lightfoot’s song “Carefree Highway” in my head:

Carefree highway
Let me slip away on you
Carefree highway
You’ve seen the better days
The morning after blues
From my head down to my shoes
Carefree highway
Let me slip away, slip away on you
Let me slip away on you

(Saturday, July 15, 2023) waning crescent moon Gemini / tarot World

I’m using this page to list links to my house/home dreams so I can work on the theme. More than 100 dreams, going back to 2012.

Glad To Be Done With Work, Ready To Make Love And Have Fun (aware-house, 2023)

Trusted Property, Unsimplified (inherited house, 2023)

Now I Work By Hand (coffee house, Anne’s mansion, 2023)

Now I Have Time To Care For My House (communal house, 2023)

My Future House That Needs No Work, Grounded In A Natural Environment (model house, ancestral property, 2023)

Fragment: Widows Shop for a House (friends looking for a new house, 2023)

Fragment: Childhood House (childhood rambler, 2022)

Gift of Three Childhood Houses (willed, donated houses, 2022)

Two Three-Story Row Houses in the Historic City of San Francisco (moved into row house, 2021)

New House, Arrhythmic Village (new house, 2019)

Hastings House (new house, 2018)

Black Wolf Romeo Joins Me In My Manor House (new manor house, 2017)

White House (new, multi-story house, 2017)

Fragments: Wooden Floor, Wooden Boat, Wooden House (lucid, ancestral, 2016)

Counting Lights That Are NOT On At Tanya’s House (friend’s house, 2016)

House of Great Energy and Beauty (Frida Kahlo, 2015)

Larry Leaves My House During A Snowstorm (my house, visitors, 2015)

Manor House Filled with Pattern (my manor house, 2015)

Shiny Red Adobe House (2015)

Beach House on the English Coast (my house, house hunting, 2015)

Godmother House (my inherited house, 2015)

Precognition: Sabine’s House / Hoch Deutsch (2014)

Grey Stone House (new communal home, 2014)

Handmade House (my house, 2013)

Beach House on a Half Shell (soul visitors, 2013)

Fragment: Two Women Move Away From The Same Man (ancestral house, 2023)

Connecting With Three Levels Of Family, Disconnecting With Women At Work (ancestral house, 2023)

Black Raven, Black Hurricane (childhood home, communal home, 2023)

Fragment: Heaven’s Upper Story (communal house, 2023)

Meeting My Three Guides Eye-to-Eye, Heart-to-Heart (my house, 2023)

Polished, Shining Wood and Heavy, White Snow (ancestral house, 2022)

Old Work Complete, New Work Underway (my unlimited house, 2022)

A Deep Purple and Ultramarine-Blue Cave (my house, 2022)

My Skillsets Include Painting and Saving Strays (my historical house, 2022)

Two Triplets Travel Together (my property, my house, 2022)

Spirits Behind Glass Doors (my house, ghosts, 2022)

Three Moons and The Haunted Attic (my house, 2022)

Flying West and Discovering a Bluff with an Aura (visiting a house, 2022)

Get Ready (my house, 2022)

Well Come Home (communal house, 2022)

Cinderella Slipper Messages (my mansion, 2022)

Angel, Witch and the Cubical Mansion (guide’s mansion, my mansion, 2022)

Rescued Felines (my house, 2022)

Fully Charged (my house, 2022)

Up The Down Staircase (my house, 2022)

Angles, Angels, Manor, Manner (ancestral home, 2022)

Five Rooms That Make Me Forget to Focus on Peaceful Energy and Calm Spaces (my house, 2021)

How Do I Sleep? (ancestral home, 2021)

Minneiska (White Water), Minnehaha (The Falls), Mississippi (Great River) (my house, 2021)

Sheehans and Luthers, Luthers and Sheehans (ancestral house, 2021)

Luther Family Reunion (ancestral house, 2021)

Grand Mother Marguerite, Susie the Teddy Kitten, My Wealthy Soulmate (ancestral house, 2020)

Working From Home, Fifteen Hundred (my house, 2020)

Dire Wolves Return (ancestral house, 2019)

Prehistoric Backyard With A Dire Wolf Pack And One Elephant (my house, 2019)

New Neighborhood Is Coming To Superior (my new house, prescient, 2019)

Witness To Strangulation In The Young Woods (my house, 2019)

Fragment: Family Log Cabin (ancestral cabin, prescient, 2019)

Grandma Lenora And I Work In The Top Story (ancestral home, 2019)

Lola Elevates Body, Mind, Emotion (my house, 2019)

Old-New Digs For My Ancestors (ancestral house, 2018)

Autumn Aspens, Bunny and Bears (new house, 2018)

Royal Blue (ancestral house, 2018)

Mary Guides Me To A New Home On The Belle Plaine (my house, prescient, 2018)

Failure of the physical heart, failure of the spiritual heart (my house, 2018)

Carved Rooms (my house, 2018)

Big Bang (my house, 2017)

A Decision About Lucidity And Acceptance (ancestral house, 2017)

Regaining Ownership of My Ancestral Home (ancestral house, 2017)

Anita Starling (new house, 2017)

Moving Consciously Into Transitional States (my house, 2017)

Another Oversoul Dream? (ancestral house, 2017)

As Above So Below? (my house, 2017)

Series of Dreams (my house, 2017)

Working In The Warmth And Comfort Of Our Log Cabin (my house, 2017)

Alcove In The Upper Story (my house, prescient, 2016)

The China Doll In Us (2016)

Castle With White Adobe Atrium And Hexagonal Pyramid Cathedral Roof (my house, 2016)

Line Of Red-Tailed Hawks In The Backyard (my house, 2016)

Star of David Spins Forward (ancestral house, 2016)

Fault Line in the Family Palazzo (ancestral house, 2016)

Brother-in-Law with Murderous Intent (my house, 2016)

Yellow Kitchen Curtains (ancestral family rambler, 2016)

Appointments for Healing with Edie (Edie’s house, 2016)

Complete (my house, prescient, 2016)

Renewing The Garden (my house, 2016)

Fragments (new house, 2016)

Horse Ranch, Family Compound (ancestral, 2016)

The Magical Mystery Tour Is Waiting/Hoping/Dying To Take You Away (my house, 2016)

Bleed-Through (new house, 2016)

Firewood, Deadwood (new house, 2016)

Giant Spider Walks the Red Road (new house, 2016)

Tallulah (my house, 2015)

Black Cat, Black Sows, Silver Charms (new house, 2015)

Visit from Jeanne (my manor house, 2015)

Wormholes (my house, 2015)

Visiting One of Bonnie’s Dream Themes (Bonnie’s house, 2015)

Redecorating My Ancestral Home (new house, prescient, 2015)

Danish Runes in the Pantry (my house, 2015)

Behind the Veil (my house, 2015)

Ancient Fish (my house, 2014)

Travel Guide (ancestral house, 2014)

Newport (my adobe house, 2014)

Soul Birds (my house, 2014)

Shaking Hands With George (my new mansion, 2014)

Edie the Herbalist (Edie’s house, 2012?)

La Mer (new cottage, 2014)

Protection (childhood house, 2014)

Ladders (ancestral house, 2014)

In the Wings (my house, 2013)

Flight of Stairs (new house, 2013)

Fragment: Level of the Demonic (joint-owned townhouse, 2013)

Chalets on the Mountain Road (new house, 2013)

King of the Vampires (ancestral house, 2013)

Superman (mother’s house, 2013)

Artisan Pâtisserie (my house, 2013)

Puma in the Meadow (new house, 2013)

Log Cabins (new cabin, 2013)

Learning About Lucid (2013)

The Lion, the Table and the Wardrobe (ancestral house, 2013)

Black Sow (my house, 2013)

Light-body Cannonball Training (new cabin, second home, 2013)

Double Dutch (new house, 2012)

(Monday, July 10, 2023) tarot eight of pentacles (work!)

I am inside of a large structure that needs cleaning and painting. The other workers are busy so I am caring for, sprucing, the interior environment. It’s a lot of work. The space is very old and has been neglected. I feel sad, overwhelmed, but the rooms I have already finished are lovely and the workers appreciate them.

I have two rooms left to go. They are large. One might be a kitchen. When I inspect a room next to the kitchen I see that the outside doors have deep scratches near the base. A dog trying to get in?

A former coworker (Tonya) comes to see me to thank me for an office chair. She asks how much she owes me for it and I tell her our employer supplied the funds. Then I notice a thin drape covering a door and look inside. It’s a narrow closet space attached to one of the rooms I need to work on. I see my former coworker John joking with one of his friends.