Journal: Electricity

(Saturday, September 21, 2024) moon waning gibbous Taurus / tarot three of cups

Certainly today was the three of cups. I got to go to The Bakken Museum with Cullan, Wyn and Oona. It is a beautiful, historic stone castle, full of games and STEM education programs for children. The volunteers are kind and very informative.

I was a bit shocked when we walked up the third-story stairs and entered the Ben Franklin exhibit. In the “Electricity Party Room,” children can play with remakes of his original experiments. It all reminded me of my old lucid Ben Franklin dream that I shared with Dr. Sabina Lucas. She said many people think they have past lives as famous people but actually do not. She did a reading using my signature and Ben’s signature. She told me my Ben dream was true, that he is my past. I really do not feel any kind of waking connection to him, in spite of her interpretation.

9/20/24 Shooting Myself and Not Blowing up a Building

  1. I am shooting myself in the foot and a couple other places. I was going to shoot myself in the head, but realize I will die and decide not to do so. The shots do not hurt. A scene where I am sitting with two women. I am on a toilet trying to go BM.
  2. I am petting some horses. Some of them are laying down. There are some city boys who are riding horses. The cousins (my kids generation) from my family are around. Freya is there and she is walking. The building we are all in was to be blown up. I am with the guys who would do so. However, it is decided not to do so. It is a happy party and everyone is having a good time.

I think shooting myself is a wakeup call about hurting myself through letting the situation with Kevin get the better of me.

9/20/24 Forgetting my Itinerary

I go to visit Kevin and Antonia in India. I am there for a few days. It is OK. Antonia is stand-offish and Kevin is lukewarm. I am to go to two other places, but I forgot my itinerary. I decide to skip the 2nd place which was for three days and go to the 3rd place. I know the place starts with an M and has pyramids. There is a man there who knows the name.

Feeling: accepting to what is.

This dream could be a reminder that my itinerary is to take care of myself. And I have forgotten it.

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