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Coming Together Again

(Saturday, August 31, 2024) waning crescent moon Leo / tarot World

In this dream, I recognize the tall, handsome dark-haired man from my Dutch dream. I look exactly like the tall, captivating dark-haired woman in that dream (we were spouses). We are both younger than I am now, perhaps in our forties.

I realize his appearance is identical to my frequent dream guide (even though the Dutch dream seemed to be about a past life).

He is emotionally, intellectually, spiritually powerful. A genius quantum physicist and much, much more: the leader among people who surround us in this dream. I feel he is pulling me toward him, to become a couple again. I think that my physical beauty is enough, a trick for him to be attracted to me. But as we come together, I understand that we are completely equal on every level.

Day notes:

This dream felt like a higher dimension. Strong sensations. Last week I felt my spirit guide touch my right shoulder in waking life. I haven’t felt that since being a teen.

The dark-haired couple remind me of my Clooney dream (and the Clooneys reminded me of the Dutch dream). The quantum physicist also reminds me of a dream I had right before I went to Glastonbury and met scientist Rupert Sheldrake.

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Providing Sweet Nourishment

(Sunday, August 25, 2024) third quarter moon Taurus / tarot Fool

I am slowly, happily meandering with a group of people, probably coworkers. We are outdoors and the scenery is wild, beautiful. It feels like vacation, although we are heading to a large, pleasant building that has the vibe of the very creative, upscaled old offices in downtown Minneapolis. Places I worked at for many years in waking life.

I am carrying some burrito-shaped sweets in my hands for our brunch. My plan is to stop at a grocery to grab enough for all of us, but one of the workers, maybe a manager, asks for my small batch. I hand it over, a little disappointed that he asks too soon. Then I go shopping for more delicious things for us to eat.

There are conversations during the walk which have slipped past my memory.

Day notes:

This dream ended just as I woke up this morning. The details faded fast.

Friday I posted my retirement on LinkedIn. I’ll leave the app open for a while because I like to see what my former coworkers are up to. Staying connected, virtually, at least.

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8/17/24 Protecting the Two Babies

I am in a small, white house. There are two, small bedrooms. In each bedroom is a baby, sleeping. I am to take photos of the babies.

I go outside and see three bad guys. I then go inside and lock the two bedroom doors. Then the bad guys are in the house, in the living room. Paul is with me now. The bad guys ask if I have a diamond ring. I do and give it to them. Paul is in agreement. ( It is the engagement and wedding ring from Paul. I had lost the diamond when we were moving from Maple Grove and have never replaced it. ) Then they see the two cameras on the floor and they take these. They then leave.

The last scene is where I am driving on the freeway. I feel relieved that the babies are safe.

Day Notes: Paul and I were in the cities. We stayed at Rob and Sheila’s. We had lunch with Kelsi, Keenan, Freya and Keenan’s brother, Dalton. Near the end of the visit, I asked to hold Freya. I brought her over to some flowers and talked about the colors and the bees. However, she started to cry. I felt guilty that I did that. I had just read how at her age, she is afraid of strangers. I gave her back to Keenan and said to Kelsi and Keenan that I should have just held her at the table so she could still see them.

Giving away precious things to protect the babies maybe shows how much I care about being the best grandma to Freya.

I worked this dream with Shaney and Kathleen on Friday. Some ideas that came up were that I got triggered on Saturday when Freya freaked out. With Kevin and Antonia I was cut off from Rowan and Markus (as well as them) for really no reason. This could have triggered a fear that Freya would be taken away as well. Also the two babies could represent my inner babies-my innocence, sensitivity. I gave precious things away, but not that part of myself. The parents are not around in this dream. I wonder if “the bad men” show up when I do not feel protected. . The bad guys are at first outside and then inside. To me this means I have internalized them. Paul, in the dream, and the picture, has my back and does not take me giving the diamond ring away, personally. He also realizes protecting the babies is the most important thing. The cameras could be symbols of memory. Or maybe continued memory. My last photos of Rowan and Markus are a few from when they were at my sister, Sheila’s, house. This is sad to me. I loved getting photos of them for my Skylight and the refrigerator

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