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Kevin, Paul Sheila and I are to take photos of each other. I explain we need to be in the shaded part of the patio we are on. Otherwise, if we stand where there is light behind us, we will be silhouettes. Sheila has a plate of french fries we all nibble on. We move a couch over to a spot where there is good light for photographs. Paul will take a photo of Kevin and I. Kevin will take a photo of Paul and I.

Feeling: neutral

Trouble sleeping-awake from 2:00 a.m. till 5:00 a.m. (mind ruminating on Kevin/Antonia situation.) Walked with a nordic pole group and went to yoga; both very nice. Talked with Molly. So happy to have supportive siblings. A therapist called and cared more about my insurance that me! And said, abruptly, that my insurance wouldn’t work!

(Thursday, December 21, Winter Solstice)

I had lots of dreams last night that have evaporated. But I clearly remember the odd, white, clown-faced alien looking directly at me. Hovering in the air, perhaps. He is so distinctive and overwhelming. Who the heck is he?

I am in the Australian desert. There is a drug store. I give them $50 so a soda fountain can be built. I hop it will work out.

Day notes: Nice talk with my sister, Sheila. She has a similar situation with her son-in-law that I have with Antonia. I am still struggling with my inner thoughts/dialogs related to Kevin and Antonia. Telling them off. Taking to Kevin’s pretend therapist explaining how I see the situation, etc. A lot to do with “being right”.