Limitless Ocean, Hand-Driven Vehicle And An Island Of Spirit Guides

(Saturday, August 12, 2023) waning crescent moon Cancer / tarot knight of cups

It is dusk. I am driving a railway handcar through a wide ocean, an ocean with no visible shore. The water is about two feet deep. It does not cover the wheels, but I cannot see any train tracks under the dark waves. There is a steel truss bridge directly ahead.

I sense a tall male guide standing closely behind me, to my left. A small boy sits behind my back. I tilt my head slightly to the left to catch what the guide is telling me. He bends his head to bring his mouth near my ear. He says it is my task, my responsibility, to protect the child, although he gives me no directions or transit advice. It seems to be my duty to figure this out on my own, to trust myself.

The only thing that feels safe is to head for the bridge, since I have no idea how deep the rest of the sea could be. Yet when I turn my vision forward, the bridge has completely disappeared. Perhaps I have already driven through it. Perhaps it has dissolved.

I stare at the boundless, green-grey surf. Terrified. Then, again at my left, I notice a small island made from a mound of thick, barren tree limbs. I cannot know how buried the ocean bed is, but I take a risk, and make it to the islet.

We three sit in the handcar on the wooden shore for quite a while. Silent.

Next, a surprise. A larger island appears, to my right. This one has an inviting, one-story retreat center filled with white light and gentle, celebrational beings. I understand that the young child is ready to enter the building of light. I travel across the narrow channel, and release him to the welcoming community.

Day notes:

The island retreat center reminds me of my IASD Virginia Beach dreams, and even Hollyhock. Am I a member?

7//30/23 Bow and Arrow

Earlier snippets: Some picture book for autistic people. Someone staying in a large room with lots of sleeping bags.

There is someone with a bow and arrow. A woman in the sleeping bag room left something on a tree. It is wire and is part of a bow and arrow. A man who reminds me of the man on Outlander takes it and uses it to be like the arrow. He moves it back and forth and in this way can find where the woman is from the sleeping bag room. He is with two other guards.

7/30/23 Visitation from Nancy and Old Car

  1. I am driving my car on Cottage Lane which is perpendicular to Shady Oak Road. I come to a stop at Shady Oak. I see Margi, Nancy and Joyce walking on Shady Oak Road. Nancy is in the middle of Margi and Joyce. They are supporting her, however, she is walking pretty good by herself. I am surprised. I thought Nancy was on death’s door. Nancy waves to me and I wave back. They then turn into the drive way with the three house; the one I grew up in is the farthest back. They go to the first house which is on the left. There is an elevator attached to the house on the right. They get in and go up to where Nancy is staying. I intend to visit, but the dream ends.

2. Last scene of longer dream….There is an old woman in her car which is in a parking garage. The car is not working, but she wants to leave. Somehow the car can slowly “roll”. Two young, male attendants are there. They allow the woman and her car to roll out of the parking garage.

Nancy died over night on Friday, July 28th. The first dream is a visitation dream. I feel honored to have Nancy show up and wave good bye. The second dream seems to be saying Nancy was ready to leave, her car/body was no longer working.

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