TheDreamstersUnion

I am trying to get a photo of a large, life-sized mandala. I am having trouble “capturing” it. Then I run into an older woman who just cut another woman’s hair. I like how it looks. I ask her to cut my hair. She says yes, but first I need to put on a T-shirt. I walk back to where I keep my things and find a dark blue, old T-shirt and put it on. I then go back. Instead of the older woman, there is now a younger woman in her 40’s-50’s. I am not sure about her cutting my hair.

Daynotes: Birthday dinner with Kelsi, Keenan, Kim, Dalton and Paul. Nice to see everyone. We had the sex reveal. Kelsi and Keenan are having a girl. Her name is: Freya Diantha Diamond. I am excited it is a girl, but would have been fine with either sex. I am just glad Kelsi’s pregnancy is going well.

#1 I am cleaning the sides of the freeway with someone else. We are vacuuming up the trash. There are a lot of white, Amazon Prime bags. We have to clean a small field as well.

I am now in the basement of a house of a couple. They are cleaning it. there are to have a baby. I am helping them clean. They want their parents to move in with them. The basement will be for the couple to get away and have space. The parents would live upstairs with the couple.

Feeling: The cleaning is a big job, but it feels good to clean it up.

#2 I borrow a jeep from someone without them knowing it. I am with someone else. We drive out in the country. I then go to return it and give back the keys. The jeep belongs to a wealthy family. I sit down and eat with them. They did not mind me taking their jeep.

Daynotes: Getting ready to go to the cities for Kelsi’s birthday and the sex reveal, then onto the cabin for a few days. I talked to Kelsi and am impressed with her having done lots of research about babies, daycare, etc. She told me she has had 4.5 years to prepare!

I am on the neighbor’s roof with the owner of the house who lives in the house next door. He is a man. I see smoke. The living room of the man’s house I am with is on fire! I yell, “Call 911!”

Next scene: All is well. Plywood has been put over the area of the living room that was burned. The house is still livable.

Daynotes: I am worried about Kelsi and Keenan and how they will make it financially after the baby is born (maternity leave with no pay for Kelsi and then daycare). I am aware of my tendency to co-dependence and don’t want to go down that road. Paul and I talked about helping them with some money to allow Kelsi to have maternity leave. She gets 12 weeks off without pay. I also felt angry towards Paul. I cleaned the house because we will be having guests the following week. He isn’t aware of what needs to be done to get ready for guests and doesn’t pitch in without me asking him to do something, which he often is annoyed by! This is an old story. I go into victim.