04/27/2105 Taking Kevin to get New Glasses/Contacts

I am taking Kevin to get new glasses/contacts.  We live in a small town.  He starts off being around 3-4 years old, then is 7-8 years old and then is 10-12 years old.

The first scene is when Kevin is 3-4 years old.  I look and notice he is still wearing those white “baby” shoes and think I need to buy him some tennis shoes.  I look again at his feet and see him wearing some really nice high top tennis shoes. (now I think he is more 7-8 years old)  Gretchen bought the shoes for him.

We park and walk down the street.  We stop in a couple of stores.  One has a tent for sale for $450.  Kevin asks for it and I say we don’t have the money and need to buy him contact lenses.

He leaves the store and wanders around in this park.  Now he seems like he is 10-12 years old. I start to leave the tent store and see him walking around the park.  Dream ends

I have been having dreams related to eyes.  In a few dreams I am looking into a child’s eyes.  One baby girl, one 1 1/2-2 year old boy and last night’s dream, a 7-8 year old girl.  In this dream, Kevin needs glasses/contacts.  In another dream from the last two weeks, my camera is broken and I need a new one.  I think the theme is seeing/awareness and in the case of looking into other’s eyes, a connection with awareness.  I do want to have a lucid dream and do care about being as aware in waking life as I can be.  Maybe these dreams are growth in that direction.

4/10/15 Baby Girl and the Pink Glasses

I am at a large house. It isn’t mine. There is a baby girl there. She is very sweet and doesn’t fuss at all! I realize she needs to have her diapers changed and needs glasses. I change her and put these small, pink glasses on her. We are in a bedroom. We sleep together. There is a scene where I hold her and we look into each other’s eyes. I see unconditional love in her eyes. (no glasses on). I have to remind myself to remember to put her glasses on. I forgot one time. Gail Kennedy (my cousin in waking life) comes into town. She comes into the bedroom. She has on a navy dress and looks very attractive. At first I don’t recognize her. Then say, “Gail!” Gail is anxious. She looks for a place to do her work. She has brought it with her. I tell her I hope she can retire soon and not have to work like she does. I walk out of the bedroom. There is an office across the hall. The first half of the office is messy, but the lower level is pretty neat. She goes to sit there. I then remember the baby and go back to her.

Day Notes, Tired lately, but going through usual routine. Back home from Texas about 3 weeks.

2/21/15 Shady Oak 

1.  Paul and I are at Shady Oak.  He is outside working on some project.  I am inside. There is a pond, small lake int he front of the house (in waking life there is a pond in the back of the house).  I have swam, gotten wet, earlier in it.  Now I wear a white shirt and nothing else.  I am going out again.  It is dusk.  I am a little nervous but when I got wet earlier the water was okay, warm enough.  I am also excited about swimming at dusk-more mystical.

2.  I am next door to Shady Oak.  It is winter.  I walk through the yard.   A small dog accompanies me.  Then there is a boy around 7-8 years old who lives there.  He shows me a sign he made and puts it up in the yard.  I can’t remember what it said.  I see a trail through the snow on the point of land next to their yard.  I now there is a house there, but wonder if I can walk on it and go around the pond.

I then go inside the house in the basement.  It is a restaurant.  I go to the back.  There are 4-5 tables with people at them. I go into this small back room.  The two, young (20’s) waitresses are there.  They are gossiping about someone.  They ignor me. I leave and go back to Shady Oak.  Then this woman comes from next door.  A helper of sorts and gives me a wrapped present.  I open it.  It’s loose leaf tea and a cup.  I am thrilled.  (there are other people at Shady Oak, but I do not know who)

3.  Just Remember dark pink jewels, golf clubs/buying new ones.  Mom in there some place.

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