Journal: Kahlil Gibran “House”

(Tuesday, June 6, 2023)

I opened my old book “The Prophet.” to page 31, which talks about the idea of Houses:

Then a mason came forth and said: Speak to us of Houses.

And he answered and said:

Build of your imaginings a bower in the wilderness ere you build a house within city walls.

For even as you have home-comings in your twilight, so has the wanderer in you, the ever distant and alone.

Your house is your larger body.

It grows in the sun and sleeps in the stillness of night; and it is not dreamless. Does not your house dream? and dreaming, leave the city for grove or hill-top?

Your house shall not be an anchor but a mast.

It shall not be a glistening film that covers a wound, but an eyelid that guards the eye.

You shall not fold your wings that you may pass through doors, nor bend your heads that they strike not against a ceiling, nor fear to breathe lest walls should crack and fall down.

You shall not dwell in tombs made by the dead for the living.

And though of magnificence and splendour, your house shall not hold your secret nor shelter your longing.

For that which is boundless in your abides in the mansion of the sky, whose door is the morning mist, and whose windows are the songs and the silences of night.

6/3/23 Two, Connected, Cathedrals being Renovated

I am with Denise. She drives us to an old cathedral which is really two cathedrals that are attached to each other. She had read about them. We go in. The cathedrals are huge and open to each other. They are being renovated. There may be a few workers around, but they are not noticeable. I have forgotten my camera and feel disappointed. However, I have my phone and will take photos with it. I see a huge, headless statue at the end of the second cathedral. It is brown. The inside of the cathedrals is white.

Denise and I talk to a nun. She is dressed in street clothes. She is in charge of the school associated with the cathedrals. She says the teachers have just had a meeting. The school is a recent addition to the cathedrals. Denise talks with the nun. I stand by. Denise tells us how the other day she was riding horses with her two nephews. Denise and her nephews got separated, but she knew a short cut and they reconnected. They were riding near the cathedrals. I picture them galloping and enjoying themselves.

I can tell that Denise is interested in teaching at the cathedral school. I suggest she gives the nun her card. She does, though, she is not comfortable giving her the one she has. It is more “commercial”, brightly colored with some portraits and flowers.

Cleansing And Costume

(Saturday, June 3, 2023)

Chris and I are in a large room in a commercial building. The room is the size of a gym, the same dimensions. A huge, empty blue plastic pool fills the floor of the room. He is distracted by his paperwork project, but I enthusiastically ask if I should get the pool filled and ready for Wyn to play. He says yes.

I get down on my hands and knees to begin cleaning the plastic pool. It’s a lot of work and it takes me a long time. But my energy and emotions are very upbeat. Happy.

Once the pool is ready to be inflated and filled with water, I move on to a communal shower room. The shower curtains are floral-patterned fabric. I notice my old boss Louis is sitting outside of the shower space and can see who comes in and out of the curtained area. This gives me no concern at all. I enjoy my cleansing shower.

I find my dressy clothes, I suppose in a gym locker room, and put them on. I walk to the pool. My dream observer sees how pretty and eccentric my dress and jacket are, a style similar to what I wore in my 30s when I was a “clothing horse.” I feel full of fun.

Day notes:

Chris and Louis are Virgo artists. Both of them always copy other art. They don’t create their own subjects or styles.

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