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05/06/202305/06/2023

A Brutal Man Is Amused By Murder And Rape

(Friday, May 5, 2023) full moon eclipse Scorpio / tarot: The Empress

In the opening scene of the dream, a highly evil man is raping my sister Jamie. I can see the bed from above; I may be floating out of body. My sister is terrified and I sense her overwhelming horror. Her legs are spread wide-open. Perhaps her non-resistance is a hope that the rape will be over soon, although murder is possible. The man is a serial killer. Worse.

The next scene shifts to a large communal building that houses the rape room. Hundreds of humans are scattering, hoping to escape the prowling, ominous man. He shows up in a large, grey, windowless room near a set of concrete stairs and captures several people within his long, powerful arms. Me included.

This is the most fright one could experience in life, the potential for imminent murder. The devil-man focuses on me and laughingly pushes me out of the bundle of victims. I am free. Is that an advantage for him, or for me? End of the dream.

Day notes:

I have been having dreams with prescient elements that follow on the same day. It’s a bit of a shock. The evening after this dream I watched the 1999 movie “Joan of Arc” and the first scene was Joan/Jeanne’s sister Catherine being raped and murdered by an English soldier. The second scene was young Jeanne being confronted by a black wolf, which reminded me of my 2017 Glastonbury black wolf dream (during my 60th birthday and the celebration of Beltaine).

My real-life sister Jamie has been raped multiple times in her life, including by her current “partner.” She was born with no hip socket. She had to wear a cast as a toddler that spread her thighs in order to create an artificial socket. She finally had hip surgery six weeks ago.

I live near the Joan of Arc church.

05/06/2023

5/4/23 Toes bitten by Spiders

I am at a spa type place. I am being pampered; a massage, etc. The last part of my treatment involves having my toes bitten by three spiders. A woman takes the spiders out of a container. They are grey and a bit smaller than a dime. One of the spiders moves away from the others. I corral it back. I do not like having the spiders bite my toes. One foot gets done. The woman leaves. I go and find her. I ask her if the other foot/toes have to be bitten. She says yes. I go back and lay down.

Daynotes: First day back in Walker. Beautiful weather. I am happy to be back.

05/06/2023

5/1/23 Wanting to Get Pregnant

I want to get pregnant. I am not in a relationship. There is a young man about 30 years old, who lives across the street from me. He agrees to be the father. Other neighbors have a prejudice against the man. I yell at them.

I walk over to the man’s house. I start to cry because I realize I also want a relationship as well as a baby. I am then sitting in the living room on the floor with my brother, Dan, my sister, Chris, and the young man. The man asks when I ovulate. I feel embarrassed and change the subject. I don’t want my brother and sister to know that the man will be impregnating me.

Scene where I see two prostitutes. One of them gives birth and leaves the baby. I wrap the baby up in some material. I walk to the young man’s house. When I am walking through the neighborhood a large German Shepard barks and comes towards me. I keep saying No! to the dog. The male owner comes out and asks for my name, my phone number and where I am going. I am on Baker Road (road close to where I grew up). I do not tell him anything.

I walk to the young man’s house. He is fixing something for a man. I wait. Chris comes. We go to another room. I show her the baby. It does not look like a baby. It looks like a transparent fish. It is having trouble breathing. I tear open the wrappings. I don’t know how to take care of it; what to feed it, etc.

Day Notes: Flying to Seattle today to visit Kevin and his family. Also, we will then fly back to Minnesota for six months. Paul and I are not sure what Antonia will be like. The previous year she was not in a good place and we did not feel welcomed.