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(Saturday, June 11, 2022) waxing gibbous Scorpio / tarot Hermit

I had a long dream with a powerful ending. I’ve forgotten most of the dream except the final scene with Wyn.

Wyn has come to visit Gram at her large, old house. My mansion. Right before he arrives I examine my long, thin slipper. The sole is raw clay that looks like a dramatically decorated birthday cake with a message in the frosting. The clay must have been applied to the bottom of the slipper with an angled icing spatula. There is a cursive sentence in the middle of the sole, surrounded by flowers.

This slipper is not a real one. I cannot wear it because it is very narrow. It is my reading device. The elaborate clay decorations answer my questions. I show the slipper to Wyn, and smooth out the clay. I tell him we will ask a question and carve it into the clay, but I realize the question is too long. There won’t be room on the sole for an answer. I wipe the clay again, with my hand, then write a brief question using one of my sharp pottery tools. The question might be, “who are you?” or “where are you?”

Wyn and I leave the slipper alone for a few minutes and when we look at it again, there is a short carved message: “in the sky.” I absolutely love those words and feel deeply blessed. I explain to Wyn that the messaging is coming from Spirit. Now I truly trust my intuition. I will for the rest of my life.

Day notes:

Cinderella’s slippers are glass. The clay firing process is clay – to glass – to stone, from what I understand. In the story, she loses one slipper.

(Friday, June 10, 2022) waxing gibbous Libra / six of swords tarot

I’m with a camaraderie of people, many younger than I, many the same age. I tell a younger woman about an upcoming Women’s March, not far away. She seems uninterested, but when I walk along a street and arrive in a large presentation room, I am surprised that she is there as a contributor, and that this is not an outdoor protest. Even onstage, she remains emotionally unconnected. I lose interest, and move to a small room to the right of the conference.

The adjacent room has coffee and treats, a mini-kitchen. It is full of happy participants from the IASD. One of the high-level male members, who has lead aspects of the group for many years, has fallen in love with me. I find this impossible and don’t know how to respond. I am no one. But his emotions are deeply serious. My skepticism makes him very quiet and sad. Devastated. He doesn’t know how to convince me, at least at first. With my spiritual intuition, I try to understand who he is, and what is happening.

(Sunday, June 4, 2022) waxing crescent moon Leo / Star tarot

The first dream was before 4 am:

I am able to help other people fill in fields in software that are blank and looking for words. I thought that was interesting, since I have been struggling with words for quite a while.

The second and third dreams happened before 8 am:

In the second dream I am trying to get access to an event or position. A harsh women needs over 10 items of contact to allow me in. I have to correct her on the first two results. She is looking at old records for my participation with the IASD, but I tell her she is looking before the year that I joined (2011).

In the third dream, couples at the IASD conference are hiking together up gentle bluffs with deep green, tall grasses. The sky is blue and full of sun. The path is reddish earth and has numerous small entrances to circular resting spots. Almost medicine wheels. The trail is like a river with sandy tributaries. Each of the couples decide on their circle. I head up the path on my own, hoping for a partner to join me. I choose a circle and sit on the comfortable earth. I have a heavy, black woolen sweater that I pull off, and a lighter one beneath it that I also remove. I feel more free, less constrained. My new partner arrives, standing behind me. He has my back. Such a grateful surprise.