(Thursday, October 19, 2017) new moon Libra / tarot Crone of Pentacles
Astrologers say Neptune is in Scorpio, causing deep dreaming. Certainly true for me.
I am the Observer, in a nursing home. Chris occupies a room, lying on a bed in a coma. He has been in this state for years. A mature woman (me!) and a young man (Cullan!) are his caregivers. Cullan can’t take the strain any longer and departs.
The Observer me glides in my spirit body along the corridors. I find fresh blood staining the door trim of several rooms in the facility. It is Chris’ blood. His consciousness rises slightly from the coma state at times, and he sleep walks. Then he falls, injuring his head and different parts of his body. I lucidly understand that he metaphorically entered the coma state after his brain tumor surgery. Craniotomy. He is not fully conscious. I see flashes of his old self, but they are rare.
The dream shifts to the entrance of the home. I am still the Observer. I walk down a hallway decorated with exquisite Danish and Scandinavian wood carvings, painted in beautiful pastel colors. I am astonished by the perfection of the craftsmanship. At the end of the hallway, where the corridor makes a ninety-degree turn, sits an ancient Danish woman with thick white hair. Powerful Scandinavian matriarch. She looks directly at me with her pale, crystal blue eyes. Is it Mama Kay? Curiously, I cannot access Chris’ room from this part of the building.
Day notes:
Chris’ ancestry is Danish and Norwegian. Cullan was blown away by the culture of design genius in Copenhagen.
I will be away next weekend, so of course I worry Chris will fall.
Yesterday our VP of marketing flew down to a nursing home in Louisville where we had donated a large amount of healthcare products.
