Karmic Download

(Saturday, October 11, 2014) Waning gibbous moon in Taurus

I climb a steep wooden staircase many stories tall. At the top of the stairs is a large, square room with high ceilings. Here I am shown the events from Chris’ past that have created the many painful events of his life. In my dream I feel his past-life karma is being outlined to me, but when I wake up I acknowledge that a modern psychological interpretation is also valid and probably more acceptable to most people.

Many, many details are shown to me, as if from a movie. I am unable to bring them with me into waking reality. I am not shown my own personal karmic reason for sharing this lifetime with him. The focus is on Chris, and the balance he needs to achieve. What Sabine calls my past life representative must be with me, but he is invisible.

Day notes:

When Sabine read my dream “Double Dutch” she felt that Chris and I had been married partners in Holland. I wonder why I had such a powerful supernatural experience at Rolduc Abbey? I’ll never forget the clanging of the double locks in the middle of that first night. Keys to two, overlapping realities? The corridors of the abbey were very much like my dream images of the Hall of Records.

Hey, Happy Birthday!

Dream 1:

At our October 6 dream group, Lori shared three dreams which were equally physical, spiritual and poetic. The next morning, I dreamt that I was dreaming Lori’s dream and giving birth, while standing up, of a happy, healthy baby. I may even have been walking while in labor. It was effortless, and the pleasant sensation of the baby’s transition from within my body stayed with me into waking consciousness.

Dream 2:

A happy couple have invited a friend to dine at an elegant restaurant with them. Their friend is a great beauty with long, dark tresses. Kind hearted. She is not quite ready to depart with them, so they go on ahead while she prepares herself in front of her vanity mirror. I am the observer. I see the couple seated at the restaurant, and I see the beautiful woman in her bedroom. The top of the woman’s thick hair is is full of hairpins or perhaps surgical needles. The pins/needles form an oval at the crown of her head. Wavy dark hair is pressed tightly against her scalp inside the oval. Outside of the oval her hair flows freely. In the dream I wonder if she has a brain tumor and is waiting for the surgeon’s knife. When I awaken, I think that the image is like the crowning of an infant’s head, ready to emerge from the birth canal.

Day notes:

So of course I think of the magician Harry from my Sorcerer’s Apprentice dream who wishes me happy birthday.

One of my favorite yoga poses is happy baby.

Zeus gives birth to Pallas Athena from the top of his head.

Waking Dream: Beam

The last work I did with Sabine and her Photron device was a visit to the “Cloud Beings of the Star Nations.” During that session she told me about arriving in Santa Fe in August of 1987, relocating from Northern California. She had not heard of the Harmonic Convergence until arriving in town, the same as I. Driving in from the west, she observed a huge, vertical rainbow hovering above Santa Fe. A stripe of colored light. My precognitive dream of the Convergence had been of a giant energy beam piercing the earth. My vision, which I had shared in an early email, seems to have spoken to her.

My 2014 flight home from Santa Fe was on a very overcast Monday. Thunderclouds were building on top of the Sandia and Sangre de Christo mountains. Our pilot announced that we should remain seated, as we could encounter turbulence.

I am a fretful flyer on clear days, so I composed a half-serious internal prayer to the Cloud Beings for safe passage. I watched from my window seat as the plane climbed and climbed into the purple thunderheads. Then I looked down. A huge, horizontal rainbow stripe lay across the side of a mountain. A brilliant blanket of colored light. The flight was completely calm, with no turbulence at all.

Day notes:

On my trip to Santa Fe two years ago, my friend Anne and I were returning from visiting another sculptor in Cuba, New Mexico. We saw a stunning triple rainbow arc above Santa Fe as we drove in from the west.

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