I have a book of short meditations I am doing. I get a normal red tortilla. We are sitting together at a table. There are lots of people eating. A woman talks to me about a gym. She spells her name for me and I write it in my notebook. It starts with an M. Some guy goes to my mother who is sitting at the table and tells gives her a compliment about her family. Deb is around.
Don’t know what to say about this one!!
This is a very short dream. There are two women who are being trained to redo these two questions in a sacred text.
That was it. Day Notes, Near the end of an emotional time and getting angry at Paul. Once for being a half hour late picking me up after a worked out at the gym. The second time was when he took me way across the big lake in the boat and the ride was very bumpy. This is after I said, I didn’t want to have a bumpy ride. I thought we were just going to stay in our bay. I think my complex of not being seen and respected got triggered.
(Sunday, July 27, 2025) waxing crescent moon Virgo / tarot five of pentacles
I am reading old dreams to get me started on my folk/fairy tales. One dream from 2015, “Bonnie Mitsch, Good Witch Of The North,” suddenly feels highly prescient. It is a very long dream, and towards the end I am having a conversation with Paul and one of his friends:
I sit in the kitchen for awhile and talk with the two men. My awareness is dulled, I am not able to understand the full conversation, though I try very hard to concentrate. It’s almost like there is a veil between us that distorts speech and comprehension. Paul’s friend seems skeptical or impatient of my difficulty.
Paul has Alzheimer’s, a form of dementia. This dream seems to be a clue about my upcoming aphasia, my diagnosis of semantic dementia (struggling with words). Many times Victoria has mentioned that dreams are precognitive. It is important to review them, often.
It is curious that Paul’s friend is skeptical or impatient. I am not sure at all what that means, or who he is. Bonnie’s comment is “Wow, a modern fairy tale!”
