8/2/25 Portraits of Dan and a Young Woman

I am in a show. It is an art and/or photography show. I have two portraits. One of them is my brother Dan. He is young and handsome. The other is a young woman. The portraits are not framed. I hold them under the back window of a car. That doesn’t work. I tell my mother that I wish I could stand them up to display them.

I go and come back. My mother has stood the portraits up in these white basket shaped containers made from heavy white poster paper. On the back of the portraits are written quotes from Dan and the young woman saying what they believe in.

My dad comes. He doesn’t notice the portraits. I then go to the show. Everyone is dressed up. Many women have on black outfits with dark pink belts. I feel under dressed. I have on an old outfit.

Feeling: nervous, then sad.

7/30/25 Two Snippets

  1. I get pregnant and have an abortion. I am 47 or 48 years old. I do not tell Paul. I feel guilty.

2. I go to a female doctor. She has me stand and lean first to the right and then to the left. She is worried about my left side.

Memory: Dream From Cullan’s Childhood

(Monday, August 11, 2025) waning gibbous moon Pisces / tarot ace of cups / oracle Grace

When Cullan was very young, past toddler age, maybe kindergarten time, I seemed to have had a past-life dream: he was a librarian at the ancient Hall of Records. Edgar Cayce said that refugees from Atlantis built the Hall of Records at Giza to preserve their knowledge. Cayce’s readings said that Atlantis was destroyed around 10,500 BC, and that the Hall of Records will eventually be rediscovered.

A day after that dream, Cullan was sobbing about the little library in his bedroom. The books were not organized in their normal order. They were askew.

Day notes:

It seems important this memory of nearly 40 years ago came up after the dramatic and heart-breaking event outside of the Sheehan family reunion.

At the time of this dream, I had no idea I would visit Virginia Beach twice, and the A.R.E. (the Association for Research and Enlightenment). Bonnie and I had past-life readings there. Mine was about ancient Persia.

I just watched a great two hour video with the new CEO of the A.R.E., lawyer Christoper Naughton (on the New Thinking Allowed channel). He is highly inspiring.

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