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I wrote a letter to Kevin and just wrote everything I was thinking. I then incubated “What would be the Outcome of sending the letter I wrote to Kevin?”

Freya and I are shopping along these two blocks. We look in a shoe store with lots of shoes lined up on the floor. We leave and later go back to find the shoe store. We walk around this one block and meet two brothers who are jobless and have no money. They are to pick up their grandfather from someplace and don’t know how they will do this. I just listen to them. Then Freya and I go back and go into the shoe store. Now there are no shoes there. At one point I am carrying Freya. The feeling is sad.

The dreams from the night before seemed positive to me. This dream did not. I pulled a Tarot card in the morning. It was the Hierophant reversed. It had to do with rigidity. It also suggested asking for help. I talked with Jeanne and she helped me write the letter to Kevin. I need to not be “needy” and kill him with kindness. Also to honor him being the one “in charge” and not be making suggestions. This is difficult for me. But it worked. The day after I sent the email, Kevin wrote back and asked if Paul and I want to visit them!! I was shocked! We said yes and Kevin is going to get back to us to say what time would work for them.

I am not sure what order the dreams came.

I am going to church with two others. We are a bit late, but the ceremony hasn’t started yet. I look, but cannot find three chairs together. (no pews, just individual chairs). I give the chairs to the others and I sit on the floor. The floor has carpeting. I lay on my back and do these leg stretches, lifting one leg then the other.

After the main ceremony everyone gets up and stands in line, all rushing to get there. They go to this small table and drink this whiskey. The guy ahead of me shows me how to pour it. He takes the whiskey that is in a large container and pours it into a plastic cup.

Feeling in the dream: anxious

Second dream: I am showing Paul how I flush the toilet and hold the handle down after flushing. A little fountain of water then rises. I think someone showed me this first.

Feeling: happy

3. There is a group of five to six of us catching fish at the end of a dock. It is a bit crowded, but it works. I catch a fish. I am happy.

Paul and I have started walking on this hiking trail, but for some reason cannot go all the way, so we decide to go back. Now we are outside with a group of country women. There are about three Native American women. Maybe there are 10 women total. All the women are dressed in these old time “country” dresses. I get the nerve to ask one of the Native American women for help. She is quite short. She is very helpful. We look at the map together. (trying to figure out the trail). I have my knitting with me. The yarn is a dark green. I am not sure what I am knitting. I am then sitting on a couch outside. A man walks down these steps-about 20 or so. The women cheer for him. There are a lot of women now. The women say that this man is who I should be with. The woman that helped me tries to tell me something, but I can’t hear and/or understand her. I say to everyone that I’ll choose whom I will be with! I think the woman is supportive of me.