I am staying at Sheila and Rob’s house. It is an old house that has been renovated. (not their waking life one). Becky and Chris are there. They are upstairs in two different bedrooms. (this feels like Shady Oak).
We are all going for a walk that Sheila organized. It has something to do with politics (a protest?). I go to the bathroom. The toilet has overflowed. I get the plunger and empty the water in the toilet and on the floor. It doesn’t take long to do.
We are about to take off for the hike. Sheila says she has asked Becky to go. She is not there. I say I will go and see if she is coming. I go to her bedroom. She is not there.
The group of us take off for the walk with Sheila and another women in the lead. I notice the cute outfits Sheila and a few other women have on as well as what good physical shape they are in. I walk behind and apart from the whole group which feels good. Then we are all back from the walk. I see Becky talking with a man. The group is to have a discussion with Sheila related to the walk.
Scene changes. I am sitting with Becky and we are talking. I am about to tell her a story about Freya, but then forget it. I tell Becky I am worried about my memory.
A little scene where my sister, Sheila’s, grandson, Van (10 years old) has his ankles crossed backward while standing up. Sheila and I tease him and say that we should bring him to the circus!
Daynotes: Rough emotional week. I had a nice time at Sheila and Rob’s cabin with 28 members of the family. I took a group photo and some individual family photos. However, the group shot and two family photos have these green florescent lines around the people. I felt horrible that they were ruined. Half of the photos are fine. I am not sure why the other ones got wrecked. Also, grief came up for me this week about Kevin.
How interesting what happened to the family photos you took, Bonnie. You are such a gifted artist. The lines around people feel like spirit energy (Akashic). Green light, heart chakra? Does Becky remind you of Antonia?