Desiring to Connect with the Priest at the Abbey

(Saturday, April 22, 2017) moon waning crescent Pisces / tarot two of cups

I am attending a retreat or conference that is housed in a medieval abbey (Glastonbury Abbey?) The priest and I are attempting to begin a romantic relationship. He is not a Catholic priest. Druid? Hindu? Buddhist? He has wavy black hair, dark skin and large brown eyes. Indian? “Black Irish” like my aunt Bernadine Sheehan Lamey?

He is very busy working at the retreat. We pass in the hallways occasionally but he has little time to engage with me. We are both wistful. I wander through the abbey and discover his office full of books. I sit at his desk and examine the room contents in an effort to understand more about him, to make contact with his energy and spirit. I pick up a few of his letters, turning them over in my hands. I know I have no right to behave invasively, so I rise up out of his chair, leaving with reluctance. I feel lonely and hopeful at the same time.