(Saturday, September 16, 2023) new moon Libra / tarot Knight of Swords
I dream of my large communal environment. Everyone knows everyone. People are walking and pleasantly interacting, sometimes outside, sometimes inside. I observe Chris head out the front door of our house, with the alarm still on.
A much younger man approaches. He reminds me of Ryan H. from the IASD (I have received a lot of emails from him recently). The brown-haired dream man is in his early forties. He is not much taller than I am. His wide, beautiful smile honors me with heart-felt enthusiasm. We are to walk together. He embraces me with both arms, which gives me a bit of a shock. We are not lovers, but my soul senses his universal, spiritual love, and I wrap my arms around him in my attempt to understand. To get to know him. It seems impossible to walk so cradled together, but we do. His strong affection and intelligence calm me, making me feel more metaphysically balanced. Whole.
It is prevalent for the community to hike for many miles. My friend and I are walking along a large circle, a labyrinth. Before we have gone halfway, a group who have been in compassionate contact with Chris greet us. In their deeply caring way, they inform me of Chris’ failing health. I release my middle-aged companion and head into a building, looking for Chris.
When I find him, I can see how thin and weak he has become. He is deathly frail, which fills me with tremendous anxiety, although it does not worry him at all.
Day notes:
The front-door alarm makes me think of having to call 911 for an ambulance.
The painting Chris is working on includes angel wings, third eye and heart.
I met Ryan H. at the Virginia Beach IASD conference. His presentation was about health information provided by intuition and dreams.
Wow! I hope Chris’ failing health is later than sooner.