Author: bonniemitsch

I am in a hotel. There is a young couple there. The hotel lobby has water in it up to my waist. I tell the young couple if they go down the stairs to the landing there is a sauna and if they go all the way down the stairs there is a pool to swim in.

I go into the sauna. It is dark and crowded. I ask if there is a space for me to sit. No one answers. I feel around and find a place to sit. I am happy.

Scene at the end of the dream where I am in my car. There are 5-7 bees buzzing around at the bottom of the windshield inside. I am fascinated by them.

Day notes: depressed.

My take on the dream: I need cleansing. Helping others like the young couple would help my mood. Finding a place to sit is telling me I can find where I belong. Bees do the impossible flying with their wings and big bodies. And they are pollinators- new life. Windshield: Look out front to the future; be ready for new life, new ideas.

I am traveling around in a truck with a canoe on top. I am “settling” things. I have a baby boy who is about 7 months old. I hold him in a cloth carrier in the front. He is happy and content. I bring him into a store. I want to show him to the cashier and to Sheila Asato who are there. They are preoccupied and I can’t get their attention.

I am concerned about feeding my baby. I hear about getting formula at two different, small towns. I then think about breastfeeding him. I know it will take work and patience on both of our parts. I can’t believe my baby is not fussing; it has been a long time since he has been fed. I finally get free from settling things(?) and can go.

Day Notes: still feeling depressed. I wonder if it is a bit of PTSD. It is the week before school starts in Minnesota. I used to feel anxious about giving up my freedom and getting back into the “rat race”.

I am with two other people. We get a ride in a large post office truck. I have a camera with a long lens. The driver asks me to ride in front because the lens could bump something. My sister, Chris, is there. She is one of the two people. I tell her how I found out about the truck. I Googled to find rides to the cities. We will take the truck there and then use a Lyft to get to Mom and Dad’s place.

Day Notes: same as other 9/1/22 dream