I am in a large room like a gym. There are a few sections of foam similar to shaving cream across sections of the floor. In the back section there are some animals hidden in the foam. I don’t know what animals- three animals? I am with a group of people, none of whom I know. We are celebrating someone famous who has died. There is a woman leader. She is foreign. She keeps calling people out of their homes to join us and we tell them who has died. Four or five people are called to come join us. The leader then has us all hold hands and dance around. Then she climbs out of a window and the others follow her. I decide not to follow. My body, especially my knees, wouldn’t make it and I feel it is to dangerous.
Day Notes: Sad since beginning of the week. Chris cancelled our get togethers and Laura canceled dream group. My “rejection” wound is activated. I went for a Kayak and became grateful for what I have which helped. The dream group with three of us went very well. I feel like I am in a transitional phase. I am looking for my next “thing” that gives meaning in my life.
