Author: bonniemitsch

I am sitting in a group of 20 students at a small university. We sit in a circle. I am talking about one of my sisters who got a shot of something. I get an insight and share it with the group. I say when one of us six siblings get a shot or something happens to them it affects all of us. It feels like I get this deeply-in my body. I say I knew this “in my head”, but am now just really getting it.

Earlier: I am going to a family reunion. I come in and kiss and hug everyone. I see Sheila sitting down. She looks very sad. It has to do with a sick dog. Sheila hugs the dog, feels its body and says it will be fine. I am with a group of people who have come with me. One is a fisherman. He helps me out sometimes and is good with kids.

I am working with kids at a school. I have them line up in a certain order. We go off sledding on this, beautiful, white snow.

I have the kids do the same learning activities every day. A girl from the class comes and talks to me about changing that up. She wants to learn about lucid dreaming. I agree.

Earlier, I keep telling different people about being accused of not “controlling” the kids. I say the kids were just being kids.

Day Notes: Brian and Jean Marie leave today. I got embarrassed when Paul said I was being too bossy, too much of a “teacher” in front of Brian and Jean Marie. I talked with him later about this. I find it hard to find a happy medium with not “helping” Paul with memory issues and being too co-dependent.

#1 I am cutting up a green plant to make paint. I am to paint a picture on a wall down the basement. It is a picture of a woman in a sun hat. Feeling: happy

#2 My car broke down. It think it is my old car I named “Stanley” that I owned in my late 20’s and early 30’s. I am working out the insurance. (I got into a couple of accidents with Stanley and had him fixed both times, even though the insurance adjuster said he was “totaled”.) I am hoping to get the money from the adjuster. I go to a hardware store and stand in line. I am to show the clerk the paper work.

Day Notes; Paul and I had our friends, Brian and Jean Marie visiting. Maybe this has to do with me getting a knee replacement. (I loved Stanley!)