Author: bonniemitsch

There is a man who reminds me of Mike, my physical therapist. However, this man is a baker. I help him make a recipe. I put it in the oven. He makes sure I put it in the oven perfectly horizontal. There is another male baker. Both of them are famous.

A woman tells Paul and I that Mike sold his building in town. I wonder if this means he is no longer going to bake. At one point I am with the other baker and another person. We are waiting for Mike to speak in front of an audience. He is to speak about his life. His starts talking about his past. I tell Paul that Mike is acting different than when I am with him one to one. That now he is “performing”.

There is a table of people with Becky, Frankie (nephew) and his friend sitting at it with several others. We are in a foreign country. When one wants to mail a letter, one has to stand up at the table and hold the letter up high. A woman helps me do this. A young man comes by and takes my letter.

Becky goes to the bathroom. I do too. I say hello to her when she leaves the bathroom as I am going in. When I come out she is gone. I talk to my Dad about this. I say she is doing this because I disagreed with her. I feel very sad.

1. (very abstract). There is a path. There are two spaces for each step; one on top of the other.

2. There is a “religious” group who want everyone to swim a certain way. A woman demonstrates how to do this. It looks like the butterfly but without using arms. (dolphin kick). I watch while sitting in a crowded auditorium.

I then meet a family. I lie to them saying I do not smoke when I do.

I am then leaving. But first I go to each room of this house. It is like Shady Oak upstairs. I fold blankets. Laura and John stayed in a room and left some things there. They are small Christmas presents, etc. People will hide when people from the religious group come through. Because I am cleaning up it will look like everyone already left.

Day Notes: I am reading a “boundary” book called You Don’t Owe Anyone. It is very good. I wonder if this dream is my ego’s reaction re changing and practicing better boundaries.