I am to have an operation on my legs. They will be cut open on the outsides of the legs below the knees. I tell the male doctor that the issue (pain) is on the outside of the right knee (like in waking life). At first I think both legs are to be operated on, but then it is just my right leg. I ask the doctor if my leg has to be shaved before the operation. He says no. Feeling: I am not comfortable with the doctor cutting below the knee and also worrying about how long the recovery time will be.
7/19/25 Warehouse
There is a large building like a warehouse. I am near the back. There are white white walls. The shelves near the back are mostly empty. Nobody is around. I feel overwhelmed.
7/15/25 A Scattered Dream
I have a book of short meditations I am doing. I get a normal red tortilla. We are sitting together at a table. There are lots of people eating. A woman talks to me about a gym. She spells her name for me and I write it in my notebook. It starts with an M. Some guy goes to my mother who is sitting at the table and tells gives her a compliment about her family. Deb is around.
Don’t know what to say about this one!!