Author: bonniemitsch

I am teaching something; maybe a dream group. Deb has done something that disturbs me. I tell her to leave. She won’t. I tell her to leave a few times and she still will not. Feeling: Angry

I incubated a dream with the request: What is one thing that will help me be honest and kind to Paul related to his dementia. I have continued to modify my request. My latest is: What is one thing that will help me own my power in a healthy way? (not just with Paul, but others)

I had my dream group from AZ on the 11th. Barbara is one of the new members and she was the dreamer. She wants to make comments on people’s dreams or what they have shared. She asked if she could make a comment and I said yes. (not a good idea!!) Then it “got out of control” and became more of a free for all-people making suggestions, sharing stories, etc. Very ungrounded. And this bothered me. I realized I need to remind people more than I do of how I do dream work.

After this dream, I pulled a tarot card asking what Deb represented. I pulled the knight of wands which fits Deb perfectly-high energy, adventurous, likes to travel, etc. (similar energy to Barbara) So, then I wondered if my ego is fighting that kind of energy and wants to be in control. I don’t know. I just know, to me, it didn’t feel good during and after the dream group!

The next night when I incubated a dream asking for how to be honest with Paul re his dementia, I got words that said; “Play together!” That was a good suggestion. I have been conscious about that and have been “lighter”.

1. I am with Bob and Renee. We are listening to some lecture and taking notes. Afterwards, I look at Bob’s notes, thinking I missed something, but I didn’t. It is then time for them to leave.

2. I am getting this large room in my house ready for daycare. I am going to start my own daycare. I am cleaning it up and putting things away. I am about to go out and buy some toys. I am nervous and excited. There will be 4-5 kids, ages 2-4 years old.

1. At a fair with my sister, Chris, and others. I teach them a game with domino type blocks.
2. Nancy Campbell was in a dream
3. I am with a young girl of 5 to 6 years old. I am at a crowded gym with bleachers all around the sides. I realize I am with my younger self. There was some presentation, but I have no memory of it. It is over. I lead my younger self down from the middle of the bleachers and from half way up the bleacher to a double door that is across the gym right in front of us. I worry that it will be overwhelming with all the people leaving, but we have no problem making our way out through the doors.

This last dream with being with my younger self is synchronistic because I shared this dream with my sister last Friday and the dream she shared was also about her inner child. On Wednesday (yesterday), I did dream work with Susan and Bryn. Susan shared a dream that was about her inner child. Seems to be a theme!