Author: bonniemitsch

I pull the bed away from the window. The bedroom is upstairs in an older house. I put the bed in front of the door so no one can get in. I plant seeds under the window. Once they are growing I move the blockage.

Now there are two twin beds under the window on either side of it. Deb and Joyce will sleep there. There is a third bed in the bedroom which I will sleep in.

Next scene: Paul and I hug. He is getting undressed for bed. We are in the same bedroom as above.

This is what I wrote after working the dream: If this were my dream, I need some private time to get in touch with being in the present moment and enjoy what I am doing even when it is a “task”. (block the door with the bed). Bedroom/bed=a private place. I plant seeds-new growth. I do not let anyone in until the plants are established. (somehow having anyone else come in will hurt this growth. ) Maybe this is me getting in touch with my inner self and not being influenced by others. When the plants are established I end the blockade and put two beds on either side of the window for Deb and Joyce who are old friends that have never influenced me in a negative way. They are very supportive friends. They also represent having supportive people in my life-not people who make me doubt myself. Paul comes and we hug. He represents connection with my masculine energy. This is a balancing energy. He undresses for bed. He has nothing to hide. This dream may be a confirmation that I am more ready to deal with Kevin if and when we reconnect.

There are two trails. I have only hiked the first trail. A group hikes the 2nd trail. They are both about the same length of two to three miles. However, the second trail is at a higher elevation.

I am driving when a group finishes the second trail. They are tired. I give a few of the older people a drive back.

The next day Paul and I are to go hiking with Madeline and Jack. I am sleeping. Jack calls at 8:25 and wakes me up. There is confusion on what trail we are to meet at to go hiking.

Day Notes: getting ready to leave AZ-cleaning and packing, etc. Started writing to Kevin in a journal. Bryn suggested that as an exercise. That has been helpful to freely express my emotions. I think Bryn meant it for putting out positive emotions/feelings towards Kevin. However, I am not there yet! I also worked on my VHS’s of Kevin and Kelsi when they were young. That helps with positive emotions.

I think the setting is a small B and B. A man is shot in the head and comes back to life. I am in another culture. I use these small bottles and one regular bottle for drinking. (water?) This disturbs the people but they are OK with it. They just want to know what’s going on.

I am now the son of the guy that was shot. We, with other family members go together for a family get together. I am a bit nervous.

Daynotes: Monday of the week we are flying back to Minnesota. I am busy getting ready.