Author: bonniemitsch

There is a poor family with just five kids–no parents. There is another family and Paul and I who are helping to feed them. The grocery store has been “cut back.” It sells just basic foods.

I see the five kids walking to the family that helps feed them. I have been to the grocery store and have bought pork chops. I tell the kids to stop at our house on the way back and I will give them the pork chops. It has be to kept quiet. Otherwise, the authorities will separate all of the kids. The oldest is a teenager and the youngest is around five years old.

Feeling: happy

I am at Shady Oak. Kevin, Antonia and their baby are there. I am with them. We are on a field to the left of the house when facing the pond. Kevin and Antonia are cleaning up the field (picking up sticks, etc.) Kevin is holding their baby. He is fussy, but they have him on a schedule and Kevin is holding him off from eating. I ask him about that.

I am now with my mom inside the house. She tells me my boat (kayak?) has been moved to the left in the yard in front of the pond. There is to be some clean up or changes being made right.

Feeling: Feeling “careful” with Kevin and Antonia. My mom seems a bit nervous.

I am with a woman professor who teaches dream work. After her lecture, I go with her to her office. We talk. I tell her about Toko-pa’s book. The professor doesn’t listen and is not into talking about dream work. We start to leave. I see that the professor has a canon camera like mine as well as a long lens. I tell her that it is my lens. I take it and then realize it isn’t my lens because there is a flash at the end of the lens and I don’t have a flash. I ask her if that works well and she says yes.

Later, I realize I left my purse in the professor’s office. I go back and look around and can’t find it. (not my waking life purse). I can’t remember what my purse looked like. I find a smaller, tan colored purse and pick that up. I think maybe the professor picked mine up by mistake.

When I leave a male professor comes into the office. I ask him to lock up.

Feeling: unseen, disappointed, sad