4/28/25 Planting Seeds Under the Bedroom Window

I pull the bed away from the window. The bedroom is upstairs in an older house. I put the bed in front of the door so no one can get in. I plant seeds under the window. Once they are growing I move the blockage.

Now there are two twin beds under the window on either side of it. Deb and Joyce will sleep there. There is a third bed in the bedroom which I will sleep in.

Next scene: Paul and I hug. He is getting undressed for bed. We are in the same bedroom as above.

4/27/25 Hiking

There are two trails. I have only hiked the first trail. A group hikes the 2nd trail. They are both about the same length of two to three miles. However, the second trail is at a higher elevation.

I am driving when a group finishes the second trail. They are tired. I give a few of the older people a drive back.

The next day Paul and I are to go hiking with Madeline and Jack. I am sleeping. Jack calls at 8:25 and wakes me up. There is confusion on what trail we are to meet at to go hiking.

Day Notes: getting ready to leave AZ-cleaning and packing, etc. Started writing to Kevin in a journal. Bryn suggested that as an exercise. That has been helpful to freely express my emotions. I think Bryn meant it for putting out positive emotions/feelings towards Kevin. However, I am not there yet! I also worked on my VHS’s of Kevin and Kelsi when they were young. That helps with positive emotions.

4/21/25 I am the son of a man who is shot in the head

I think the setting is a small B and B. A man is shot in the head and comes back to life. I am in another culture. I use these small bottles and one regular bottle for drinking. (water?) This disturbs the people but they are OK with it. They just want to know what’s going on.

I am now the son of the guy that was shot. We, with other family members go together for a family get together. I am a bit nervous.

Daynotes: Monday of the week we are flying back to Minnesota. I am busy getting ready.