I am with Deb and another woman who is young. We are skiing. I take off before the young woman to get a lead because the young woman will catch up to me easily. I feel great skiing. It is very visceral. (in waking life I never tried skate skiing. I used to go cross country skiing with Deb years ago at French Park)
4/2/25 Angry at Paul
Denise and a man are coming to dinner. The man is a friend of Paul’s. (they are not coming together). I have prepared meals the last two night. The man is bringing a steak. I am figuring out what to make for Denise and I. I defrost some fish. I have no side dishes prepared or things to drink. I am angry at Paul because he doesn’t do anything to help prepare or has helped plan for the evening. I tell him how I feel.
Later, the man is at our place. Denise is not there. He has his steak. I ask him if he wants something to drink. I am doing the “entertaining”. I talk to him about being introduced to a friend of mine I think he would like. (my friend, Joyce?). I think they would have something in common. However, I realize it is too late because Joyce is no longer around.
3/28/25 Holding Deb’s Nephew
I am with three of Deb’s sisters. We go to a house that used to belong to the Mickelsons in my sister Molly’s old neighborhood. There is a huge sale there. One of the workers at the house give a sister a large photo of her nephew.
The next scene: The nephew cries. He is about 9 months to a year old. He is in a highchair and wants to get out. I take him out and put him in his stroller. (very visceral-holding him). I have trouble figuring out the straps in the stroller. I am not sure which sister the boy belongs to. I know that he loves grapes.
At the sale two women show how to wear this dress with a train. It is a deep blue or green color. The women do this “dance” showing how to wear the train which is more like a cape.