Coming Together Again

(Saturday, August 31, 2024) waning crescent moon Leo / tarot World

In this dream, I recognize the tall, handsome dark-haired man from my Dutch dream. I look exactly like the tall, captivating dark-haired woman in that dream (we were spouses). We are both younger than I am now, perhaps in our forties.

I realize his appearance is identical to my frequent dream guide (even though the Dutch dream seemed to be about a past life).

He is emotionally, intellectually, spiritually powerful. A genius quantum physicist and much, much more: the leader among people who surround us in this dream. I feel he is pulling me toward him, to become a couple again. I think that my physical beauty is enough, a trick for him to be attracted to me. But as we come together, I understand that we are completely equal on every level.

Day notes:

This dream felt like a higher dimension. Strong sensations. Last week I felt my spirit guide touch my right shoulder in waking life. I haven’t felt that since being a teen.

The dark-haired couple remind me of my Clooney dream (and the Clooneys reminded me of the Dutch dream). The quantum physicist also reminds me of a dream I had right before I went to Glastonbury and met scientist Rupert Sheldrake.

Providing Sweet Nourishment

(Sunday, August 25, 2024) third quarter moon Taurus / tarot Fool

I am slowly, happily meandering with a group of people, probably coworkers. We are outdoors and the scenery is wild, beautiful. It feels like vacation, although we are heading to a large, pleasant building that has the vibe of the very creative, upscaled old offices in downtown Minneapolis. Places I worked at for many years in waking life.

I am carrying some burrito-shaped sweets in my hands for our brunch. My plan is to stop at a grocery to grab enough for all of us, but one of the workers, maybe a manager, asks for my small batch. I hand it over, a little disappointed that he asks too soon. Then I go shopping for more delicious things for us to eat.

There are conversations during the walk which have slipped past my memory.

Day notes:

This dream ended just as I woke up this morning. The details faded fast.

Friday I posted my retirement on LinkedIn. I’ll leave the app open for a while because I like to see what my former coworkers are up to. Staying connected, virtually, at least.

Journal: Seokmun Breathing

(Thursday, August 22, 2024)

Yesterday I went to Wisdom Ways, on St. Kate’s campus, for a new breath-work class. It is guided by a neurologist from the Mayo Clinic who does Alzheimers research. He grew up in South Korea and was trained in the Seokum breathing technique twenty years ago. A very kind and inspiring man. At the end of our gentle workout we closed our eyes and relaxed on yoga mats for five minutes. Immediately the inside of my head was filled with a beautiful, deep blue light. Ocean blue. To me that was a message that this class is a blessing for me.

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