(Wednesday, April 2, 2025) waxing crescent moon Gemini / tarot Strength
I have a long dream about staying at my Schneider cousins’ house where the bathrooms are falling apart, although I am still able to take an unpleasant shower. That seems to be about my family’s sufferings today. My father is in the ER with hypotension. My mother is finally coming home from rehab at noon, then going to an appointment with an orthopedic surgeon an hour later. My Schneider cousins lost both of their parents years ago. I can’t remember details about a clock element in the early part of the dream. Time is up?
The dream continues to the outdoors. Now I am in my yard, and there is a large igloo-shaped garden made of black soil. A small wooden fence circles around the bottom of the igloo. A few friends are with me and we walk to the top of the half-sphere. It is spring and the plants have not germinated yet. A few old leaves are entwined with stakes. I look at the surface of the soil but don’t see my strawberry runners. No living plants. Something has interfered, perhaps a heavy level of dirt was added or the plants were pulled. I will wait till the weather warms up and replant my garden if needed. The dream ends before I see if the door of the igloo is open or shut. The garden feels like a sculpture made of Mother Earth.
Day notes:
A steep but small hill along my driveway suffered last year. I seeded it over and over again. The bunnies and squirrels dig into the soil and tear up the grass. I would be fine with replacing the grass with black-eyed Susans or coneflowers or another native plant.
An igloo that survives winter. What does that mean?
Just found out my father (with COPD and severe lung issues) is in the hospital with covid. We all thought my mother had it but she refused to be tested and the senior nurse said she didn’t need to be tested. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.