I am at a retreat. I go to the nursery to look at these flowers, thinking I will water them. I only find one, yellow bloom. I see a goofy looking guy who passes me by and greets me. I am in my bathrobe. I walk back to the building. I then look to my right where the guy went. I see all these nude people in a tree. (5-6 people). It is a spiritual practice. The guy is there also. I see and talk to a woman (on the ground) about seeing this. She seems to remember me from another workshop.
9/8/26 Relieved Not to Meet with Will Steger
I hear Will Steger on the TV telling me to call him. I prepare these miniature cups of tea with milk. I call. His assistant, John, tells me Will is tired now and is not taking calls. I feel relieved.
8/14/26 Canoeing with my Mom
I am going canoeing with my mom. I go to a sporting goods store. I see a man carrying a pink canoe. He is a customer as well. I ask him if I can buy the canoe and he says yes. I take the canoe to Shady Oak (where I grew up) and tell my mom I bought a pink canoe for us. I explain that it is a good idea because people can see us better. Somehow this will keep us safer than a basic metal canoe. She is not pleased. I then realize we do not have paddles. My dad takes me to the garage. He thinks he might have some paddles. The garage is very neat with all these tools hanging up on hooks. However, there are no paddles.
I worked this dream with my AZ dream group. Here is what I wrote: If this were my dream, I am excited about having an adventure with my mom. ( My mother, in waking life made it possible for my siblings and I to have a canoe and spend hours on the pond behind our house. She also found the land and had our uncle build the house. ) I want to share this experience with her. I am thinking she will feel safer in a pink canoe so iif we are in trouble we will be noticed. She is not pleased. When I was inn my twenties and the whole family went to therapy when my sister started to have schizophrenic episodes, I felt that I could not move/grow beyond my mother. That would be like leaving her behind. I wanted her to grow psychologically with me. My dad had good intentions, but he could not help psychologically, (no paddles) I needed to find my own paddles to get to where I am today. Maybe this dream is saying, I have progressed beyond my parents and it is good.