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Either Chris and I pick up Denise at the airport in San Francisco or she picks us up. We go to Berkeley. We drop Chris off there and then leave. I am worried about Chris and we have her suitcase. We go back and find her. She opens her suitcase and takes out some clothes she doesn’t want. I take these away for her. Denise and I are leaving her there with a man.

Denise and I talk about wrinkles/lines on our faces. I have one across my cheeks and under my nose-one long one. It is not attractive.

Day Notes: Chris had canceled our every other week get together the week before. She emailed and said she needed a break and that maybe we could start again in November. This triggered my ” rejection” button. I was feeling depressed that week as it was. Also, after Chris canceled I had three other people cancel different activities with me. I wrote back that it was fine but I hoped we could stay connected. I said our relationship is important to me.

On 9/6/22 Chris emailed and said that she had some memories that came up and that she was going back to a healer she has worked with in the past. This helped me feel so much better. I wrote and thanked her for giving me more information.

(Saturday, September 10, 2022) full moon Pisces / tarot Strength

I took Snowball to the vet today. Whenever I work with him, the Strength card shows up.

This morning I dream that I am on the main floor of my house. A younger man, probably Cullan, is very busy working on some software or paperwork. It’s taking a lot of his time, which is delaying a visit scheduled with our relatives, maybe my niece Jennie’s yearly bean bag party.

Waiting, I stand and look at the stairs that lead to my upper office and bedroom. There is a full glass door at the bottom of the stairs, and a friendly male spirit with round metal spectacles at the top of the stairs. I wave at him. He dances and floats up and down the stairs, over and over again. He does not pass through the glass. I watch for quite awhile. Is he Benjamin Franklin? A former owner of my house? He is blonde with a round face. He appears to be in his 30s.

Then I notice that a child’s bedroom on the main floor also has a glass door and an active spirit inside the room. I hope that Wyn is not disturbed by the spirits. No one else seems to pay much attention to the friendly ghosts. Cullan keeps working, so relatives start to arrive to our house, instead of waiting for us to head to theirs.

There are more details to the dream but the ghosts stand out so much that the rest of the story dissolves when I wake up. I love that I have clear visibility to another realm.

Day notes:

This is the first time Jennie and Matt have not held their family party in quite a few years.

(Thursday, September 8, 2022) waxing gibbous moon Aquarius / tarot Moon

This is the third morning in a row that I have pulled the Moon tarot card. The moon will be full on Saturday.

I had kind of a nightmare last night, although I recognized it for what it was in the dream and worked on fixing it. Lucidity or sleep paralysis?

I am sleeping in my bed upstairs but the upper level is like a storage attic, strewn with stuff. It feels like years past. A woman, perhaps a ghost, charges up the stairs. She seems more like a thief than an attacker. At some point, though, we both turn into spirits and conflictingly spin together on my bed. Whirling dervishes. It helps me push her away. She resents that I occupy her former house. She misses it.