Well Come Home

(Saturday, August 27, 2022) new moon Virgo / tarot 4 of cups

I’m inside an expansive, perhaps infinite, community structure. The section that I inhabit is large, on an upper floor. The dream begins in the hallway as I enter my front door. Members are welcome to come and go between the home spaces. My sister Jo is with me. I notice a woman with dark, curly hair sitting near my door on a comfortable chair, typing into her laptop computer. She is focused on her writing and doesn’t interact with me. She looks like one of my guides. Raven Woman.

I enter the kitchen, shaped like an L. Each corridor of the L is long, full of cabinets, countertops, devices and furniture. The size of the room feels like a huge service kitchen that would exist in an old mansion.

I’m here to renovate. This task makes me insecure, as I am not a professional interior decorator. I want all of my family and visitors to feel pleased at the serenity of the room. I notice the frame of a window that is made from beautiful green/blue marble. Astonishing, a window made of stone! I show my sister Jo a piece of the marble and suggest to her that I paint the walls the calm, green/blue color. I talk about wallpaper and a few other ideas. She is fine with anything I decide to do, and reminds me that art is one of my skills.

I continue to inspect the L. I see an old gold refrigerator, from the eighties, and an old pink refrigerator, from the fifties. History is everywhere.

I notice a door to one of the children’s bedrooms. I turn right and walk inside the room. My small son is playing with several young Somali children and their parents. One of the fathers is a tall, thin man of particular grace and spiritual gifts. His presence is kind and illuminating for the children, and for me. I am relaxed. I look out a big bay window toward the ocean.

Day notes:

Yesterday I drove along the east side of Bde Maka Ska to head to Whole Foods. The car in front of me had a Black Lives Matter bumper sticker. As we both arrived at Lake Street, a tall, thin, homeless Black man stood on the corner with his handwritten cardboard sign. He seemed to be in his 50s. He generously waved to all of us. I had no cash, but the driver in front of me handed the man a bill. When I finished shopping and was driving back along Lake Street, an ambulance started to whine. The homeless man hurried out into the street and alerted the drivers, showing us where the ambulance was heading. I was amazed by his service and kindness.

This reminds me of my Lennon dream with the L-shaped staircase.

On Thursday I drove to HouseLift, the renovation company that repaired our porch, returning a sign that had been sitting in the yard for a while. I was surprised to see a large demo room full of kitchen cabinets. There was also a photo I liked of a small bathroom sink made of a blue and white Dutch-patterned ceramic bowl. Now I understand that they often work on historic houses.

Creating Mystery 7/27/22

I am going to a resort with two others: a woman like Nori from the dream conference and a guy. We are walking to a resort; like a resort on a Minnesota lake. We plan to swim but the water may be too cold.
We get to a cabin. My sister, Chris, is there. Nori gives me a painting lesson.She sets up a large canvas with an abstract painting all in blues. She paints some black paint over the left side of the painting with blue coming through from the back. I can see a woman’s and a man’s face. It is like a rorschach. Nori says now I am to talk to them and create mystery.
Chris and Nori are sitting on the ground and are joyfully singing together.
I then realize I need to introduce the two people I am with to Chris, but will do so afterwards. (it is like Nori is two different people?)

Jewish Men 7/28/22

JEWISH MEN 7/28/22
I am sitting with a crowd of people in a bus station waiting to catch a
bus. I see two Jewish men who are in their late 50’s early 60’s across
from me from the dream conference. Neither of the men are that
attractive, however, they both have deep, penetrating eyes. One has a
dark beard. Jewish music starts to play. It is music from a specific
Jewish Holiday.
The man without the dark beard starts to come towards me. He
makes eye contact. I am not completely sure he is coming for me,
but he is. He asks me to dance. I am happy.
Day Notes: Kathleen and Shaney are visiting. It is their last day. The
day before we worked on dreams and then in the afternoon, they
joined my Walker dream group. Very fun.
When discussing my dream which had to do with a painting with a
blue background and black paint “splashed” on the left side which
created abstract faces of a male and female. I was instructed to talk
to them and create mystery. My incubation question for that was:
“Tonight in my dream, I experience loving myself unconditionally. “
The dream I am sharing came the next night. The idea that I need to
focus more on my animus energy came out during dream group. That
I often have female characters, but males are in the background or
nondescript if they are there. I didn’t have an incubation question for
the dream above, however, I had been thinking about how to bring
more animus/masculine energy into my life.

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