(Sunday, July 9, 2017) full moon Capricorn conjunction Pluto / tarot Queen of Swords
Chris is in the remote, cruel frame of mind which is an aspect of his PTSD in real life. It shows up less often than it used to. It was the harbinger of an emotional explosion which sometimes required hospitalization. That has not occurred in many years, thankfully.
I am sobbing, in tremendous grief. He is leaving me for a young, impoverished mother with two children, a boy and a girl. In spite of all the heartbreak he has caused me over the last 25 years, I am completely devastated. My heart aches.
This new woman is a thief. She is attracted to the trust fund left for Chris by his mother Kay. I manage the trust. She and Chris have found a shady entrepreneur’s business that they plan to invest in. This feels evil and shocking to me. I am horrified. It will take all of my strength to resist this direction which is bound to leave him penniless.
Day notes:
Is this about my fears about the economy under Trump? I feel completely responsible for Chris’ physical and financial health. But money decisions are very difficult for me. I make many mistakes.