(Monday, October 8, 2021 / waxing crescent moon Capricorn / five of pentacles tarot)
A long, elaborate dream. It seems to be the working details of the retreat center dream. A group of us are deeply involved with our personal retreat tasks. Our goals. We are all indoors, inside classrooms with large drawing table-style desks.
I really only remember the story at the end of this dream. I share a dual drawing table with a male dream-worker or friend. Our table is at the front row of the classroom. He is struggling with his ability to draw on a large white sketchpad. His strong irritation causes me to move away from the desk, to take a quiet, personal break. I want to allow him to concentrate.
The woman who is teaching the class walks over to tell me that my creativity is off the charts. I am completely skeptical but she shows me the data. My creative ability is at least twice as high as 100%, which must be statistically impossible. I can’t even see my exact numbers because the top of the chart seems soaring into infinity. That life-changing chart soothes me and gives me tremendous peace of mind.