(Friday, June 20, 2014) A dream floats back to me while I rest quietly in bed this morning. It is a fragment, and it is all things.
In the middle of the blackness of the night, in the dreamtime, I have an experience of complete bliss. “I” am cradled in the center of a loving field of white light which dissolves me completely into its essence, its intelligence.
As my waking self retrieves the memory, I feel the skin over my heart and my fingertips tingle gently.
Day notes:
The morning Bonnie and I awoke at the bed & breakfast in Stinson Beach I had dream paralysis, common enough for me. The lucid dream of the paralysis contained both a huge explosion of white light and an image of Bonnie being attacked.
Cullan accepted the web developer job offer at Sleep Number today. He starts June 30. It sounds like a great company that will reward and care for him. As a mother I am overjoyed, relieved, grateful. Ecstatic!
Summer solstice entry from ‘365 Tao’ by Deng Ming-Dao: “When the true light appears, the entire planet turns to face it. The summer solstice is the time of greatest light. It is a day of enormous power. The whole planet is turned fully to the brilliance of the sun.”