(Saturday, October 11, 2014) Waning gibbous moon in Taurus
I climb a steep wooden staircase many stories tall. At the top of the stairs is a large, square room with high ceilings. Here I am shown the events from Chris’ past that have created the many painful events of his life. In my dream I feel his past-life karma is being outlined to me, but when I wake up I acknowledge that a modern psychological interpretation is also valid and probably more acceptable to most people.
Many, many details are shown to me, as if from a movie. I am unable to bring them with me into waking reality. I am not shown my own personal karmic reason for sharing this lifetime with him. The focus is on Chris, and the balance he needs to achieve. What Sabine calls my past life representative must be with me, but he is invisible.
Day notes:
When Sabine read my dream “Double Dutch” she felt that Chris and I had been married partners in Holland. I wonder why I had such a powerful supernatural experience at Rolduc Abbey? I’ll never forget the clanging of the double locks in the middle of that first night. Keys to two, overlapping realities? The corridors of the abbey were very much like my dream images of the Hall of Records.