(Saturday, October 19, 2013) I have another experience last night of my body dissolving: again, while lying in bed, right before sleep. My mind or consciousness is filled with cartoon-like images that themselves dissolve and morph into other very playful images. It’s like looking at a sheet of colored drawing paper (orange-red) full of two-dimensional animations drawn with a white crayon made of light.
I notice holes in the “paper.” Two eyes are looking at me through the holes. They are my eyes. I am looking at myself, from the other side, through holes in the “mask.”
I am still awake and the implications of this are very shocking. I see that there are other openings in the screen/mask/border. I peer through them into the other side and am sucked into a spinning vortex. A voice says, “You are illuminated.” I fall into sleep.
Day notes:
I started seeing these “animations” made of light during Eddie’s Tai-Chi class at Pathways. Third eye opening? Lucid dream?