(Sunday, March 10, 2024) new moon Pisces / tarot Judgment
A friendly, middle-aged man has driven me to my brother Kurt’s new house. He looks like Kurt’s boss, whom I met once, but I think he is one of my dream guides because he is much kinder than the real-life business owner. His house is three stories, spacious, and designed in the recent past. I walk in to take a look, entering a big bedroom, searching for a spot to rest, to take a nap. But my two sisters Jo and Jamie occupy the two beds.
I head down the finished basement stairs to see what I can find. There is a pull-out couch. I consider sleeping on it, but decide to leave. The basement is a walk-out, and I head outside to observe the river behind the property.
It is a beautiful stream with a tall mound on the far side. Green and natural. Yet I see two giant, busy construction vehicles at the top of the bank, and that makes me very sad. There is a neighborhood of houses behind the equipment. I walk to the front of Kurt’s house, towards the road, to ask the guide to drive me home.
Day notes:
I got a text from Paige at 4:15 this morning. She had just arrived home after bringing Kurt to the ER at 10:30 Saturday night. “He is wheezing,” she said. He has tested negative for covid, RSV and a few other infections. His WBC has declined: neutrophils were at zero (1500 is considered low and dangerous). He is in the hospital until Tuesday to protect his compromised immune system. I wondered what the dream’s new house symbolizes, and I now think it means the hospital. He has been getting chemo at the U of M, but went to the Fairview ER at Wyoming, Minnesota, a modern hospital building. A pull-out couch could symbolize ER rooms. This dream happened after Paige’s text, when I fell back to sleep. My experience at Kurt’s dream house made me heartbroken. High-level work is being done behind him, I guess (positive). Or the workers are behind what is needed (failing). I don’t know, but since “The Boss” is helpful perhaps that is a symbol of confidence.
I took Cullan to the Abbott ER yesterday at 5 in the afternoon. He had been on a walk with Hillary, Wyn and Oona. He decided to skateboard down a hill on the way to the creek and fell, breaking two of his fingers.
Prescience: Paige called me this afternoon. She said Kurt’s boss has been phoning him weekly, as a friend. She said they used to think of him as a “jerk” but now he is expressing compassion.