(Saturday, March 8, 2014) Lots of dreaming this week! There was an interesting fragment in a much longer dream:
I enter a room and recognize one of the guides I have had in my dreams since at least my mid-twenties. She is always very serious and somewhat stern. She is conducting an examination of Lola’s hip joint. Lola’s leg has been removed from her hindquarters and lays on the ground like a piece of chicken. That is how it appears, but in reality a machine is being used to scan her body and so she is not really dismembered. The machine provides such visual detail that one can see inside as if the body has been dissected.
My guide points out an area where new bone tissue has started to grow. The new tissue is bright white and very delicate. The promise is that the growth will increase and strengthen.
When I awake I realize for the first time that this guide is my higher self. We have the same slight build and in this dream her face looks similar to mine. She feels much wiser and more powerful than I ever do in waking life. In everyday life, I feel more like Lola. So Lola is me, too. Cats are one of my power animals.
I am due for a bone density test on March 21. The dream leaves me hopeful that the thinning in my left hip socket may have stopped and perhaps reversed. We’ll see.