(Monday, May 22, 2023) waxing crescent moon Cancer / tarot Strength
Snowball woke me up at 5 am for his breakfast. I fell asleep again and dreamed that I was asleep and dreaming. I was aware of my sleeping self lying on a bed in the top floor of a large communal house. When I awoke within the dream, I made the decision to do some house-cleaning. It was raining and I no longer had a job, so I went down to the basement to grab a vacuum cleaner. My mother was there, a “lower-level” being.
I climbed the stairs back up to the top. I sensed the presence of Claudia. We both felt like putzing at cleaning, in a slow and relaxed way. No pressure for speed or obsessiveness. Even so, the dream was full of detailed and colorful images of the house furnishings.
Day notes:
I am reading “No Death, No Fear.” When Thich would meditate, he would breathe in and think, “I have arrived.” He would breathe out and think, “I am home.”