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01/02/202501/03/2025

Sleeping, Dreaming And Awakening In The Land Of The Clever

(Thursday, January 2, 2025: New Year Dream) moon waxing crescent Aquarius / tarot High Priestess

The dream takes place in a large environment that feels square. Many acres. The land and buildings are filled with people of high-level intelligence and advanced university degrees.

In the beginning, within the dream, I “wake up” and have a strong sensation of stimulus in my brain. Stronger memory. I sit up and “head out” on a walk. I have periodic interactions with Cullan and Hillary and others. Everyone is much younger than I am. Cullan’s thick, dark, wavy hair is noticeable to me. It matches the color of the energy in my awakened brain.

There is a tiny cabin-shaped building that I own. It has metal outer walls, like prefab homes some architects design. I enter the door because I need to pee. The toilet space is separate from the bathroom, as they are in Europe. It is so small I can barely fit in. When I finish, I look at how pleasant and spacious the room with the sink and shower is, and I think about a remodel to add the miniscule toilet. Then I move outdoors.

Throughout the dream I sleep and dream and reawaken. I am getting ready for a journey with Cullan, but I fall into a ditch that is about ten or twelve feet long, three or four feet wide and maybe five feet deep. Black earth. I lift my right leg up to the top. Cullan grabs my hands and pulls me out.

Day notes:

The square acres feel like Mayo Clinic because of the highly intelligent population (doctors and nurses and researchers). If I am accepted to the phase 1 medical trial, Cullan will need to go with me to Rochester a couple of times.

I went to my new acupuncture doctor on Tuesday. He understood my diagnosis and said treatment is slow and difficult. The WHO (World Health Organization) recognizes that acupuncture treats memory loss. He says brain function is related to kidney energy. Kidney equals pee in the dream? When he put the needles in my lower legs, the area that treats kidney energy, I yelled and kicked up my left foot. I felt a powerful wave of electrical energy in my left leg. That is supposed to mean acupuncture is working. It is out of my budget to afford so much needle-work, but I believe I need to give it a try.

12/29/202401/02/2025

12/27/24 Self Leading Workshop

I talk to a group of people and suggest that someone become the leader. I tell them all the leader needs to to is to suggest activities and then people can do what they want. One of the activities is covering someone with leaves when they lay on the ground, with just their head showing. I like that activity.

Deb suggests having a sauna. The two other women we are with do not want to do that. I tell Deb I am up for that. She is a bit hesitant. I suggest we go and start the fire because it is a wood burning sauna.

Sheila L. comes. She is coming down the aisle where Deb and I are sitting. Sheila pulls a muscle in her leg.

D.N. Kevin called in the later afternoon. He didn’t sound as depressed as he did in September. However, It felt like we continued to talk past each other. He is still holding onto where I have errored. Example: not treating Markus and Rowan equally. Being angry when I asked to have closure with Rowan when he stopped our Zoom reading. He feels that I was insulting his parenthood. I worked at not responding defensively. I told him that it has been a difficult year for me. That it is very hurtful to be rejected. I asked him if he had ever been rejected. He said he hadn’t but accepted that it was hurtful to me. I also said having our grandchildren taken away is very difficult. And that he probably wouldn’t understand what that is like until her becomes a grandparent. We left it where we would try to get to know each other as two people-not so much as mother and son. We are going to try by emailing each other. He still won’t let us have any contact with the kids.

I was thinking that Deb suggesting a sauna having to do with deep cleansing. Deb is a very positive, happy person.

12/29/202401/04/2025

12/26/24 Helping Feed Five Kids in a Family

There is a poor family with just five kids–no parents. There is another family and Paul and I who are helping to feed them. The grocery store has been “cut back.” It sells just basic foods.

I see the five kids walking to the family that helps feed them. I have been to the grocery store and have bought pork chops. I tell the kids to stop at our house on the way back and I will give them the pork chops. It has be to kept quiet. Otherwise, the authorities will separate all of the kids. The oldest is a teenager and the youngest is around five years old.

Feeling: happy