1//8/23 The Tea Party

I am a teacher at a school. I work with a 10 year old boy on Math. It has something to do with multiplication. I make columns and put problems in them. He turns the paper sideways and works on the problems that way which makes more sense.

I go to my classroom. Alg was around and has decorated the room with all kinds of festive decorations. There is a young woman in the classroom. I tell her I don’t get into putting up decorations, but I love what Alg has done.

There is a delivery of these small teapots and a creamer and sugar bowl. The teapots look like the teapot I have in Green Valley-Japanese style. I decide to have a tea party. I set the table with the teapots and creamer and sugar bowl. I am disorganized. I start to go back and forth to get hot water. There isn’t enough teapots. A young man comes who reminds me of Ted M. when he was young. He brings a few kids from his class. I feel frustrated.

As I am waking up or right before I woke up, I get the tea party all organized and ready before people come. I feel good.

1/7/23 Emotional

I am with Paul and Kelsi. We are traveling to a state part,. When we get there is starts to pour rain. I am holding a small dog. I decide to put her back in the car with the cat. I say, “It is pouring too hard”. I can see these black clouds in the distance. Paul says the park closes at 4:00 and it is getting close to that now.

Next scene: Kelsi and I are with a group of friends of hers. Kelsi writes a note to Paul on this tablet and adds pictures. Then I try to write to Paul, but I cannot get Kelsi’s pictures off of the tablet. I am frustrated and overwhelmed and start to cry. Dad comes over and tries to give me some pizza. I get up and leave. I am very emotional.

Daynotes: I was thinking about writing an email to Kevin to apologize for my anger/emotions when we talked last. And to call when he is ready to talk. I asked if this is what I should do. I think the dream is saying not yet!

1/6/23 Emancipated Fawn

I see an emancipated fawn in our garden on the side of the house. It feels like our house in Maple Grove. Our dog, Sammi, is around. The fawn is drinking dirty water from a puddle from either the rain or when I watered the plants. I feel so sorry for it.

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