Clown In My Dream For The Third Time

(Thursday, December 21, Winter Solstice)

I had lots of dreams last night that have evaporated. But I clearly remember the odd, white, clown-faced alien looking directly at me. Hovering in the air, perhaps. He is so distinctive and overwhelming. Who the heck is he?

12/12/23 New Life After War

I am in the Australian desert. There is a drug store. I give them $50 so a soda fountain can be built. I hop it will work out.

Day notes: Nice talk with my sister, Sheila. She has a similar situation with her son-in-law that I have with Antonia. I am still struggling with my inner thoughts/dialogs related to Kevin and Antonia. Telling them off. Taking to Kevin’s pretend therapist explaining how I see the situation, etc. A lot to do with “being right”.

12/8/23 1. Pendent into Turtle, 2. False Eyelashes

  1. There is a young, native man who walks a long way. Somehow, because of walking so far he creates this wooden pendant that has a design carved into it. He gives it to me. It then changes into a small, alive, mud turtle. There are two stores next to each other. I put the turtle in one of them in a showcase that is part of the counter.It is closing time. I try to talk to the owner. He is in his 50’s and is up on a ladder. He ignores me and talks to someone else. I try again. I realize he is a jerk and walk away.

2. A woman I know (not in W.L.) peels off these false eyelashes and gives them to me. They seem long when I hold them. However, the one for my right eye is a bit short. I go to a restaurant with them on. I see Charlotte S. sitting at a table as I pass. I am escorted to a large table with a place setting for one. The gun men come in and start shooting. I get on the ground. I am more annoyed than afraid. Then they leave.

Later, I am in a car in the passenger seat. Paul is driving? A woman friend is in the back seat. I ask her for an honest opinion on what my false eyelashes look like on me. She says they look ok.

Scene: Dan, a stoic man and someone else is there. Dan asks the stoic guy if he is dangerous.

Daynotes: Feeling better. Worked with Kathleen and Shaney on Snake Dream.

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